not so dragonesa

I used to dream of working ADB

2012-01-24T13:44:00.001+08:00

and then 2009 arrived.

speech

2009-02-12T12:07:00.001+08:00

nacorrupt yung 11 pages na speech ko na ang daming gabi kong pinagpuyatan
shempre inuulit ako
sabi pa pala nia sa kausap nia na finafinalize pa pala nia yung speech.
NIYA (daw)
ok lang siya?
pagpasok ko sa office tinanong nia kung kumusta na daw yung speech
sabi ko ito na po
sabi nia na email mo na ba kay __
sabi ko di pa po kasi kakatapos ko lang po niyan kaninang umaga
sabi nia aahh.. hehehe

NAKAKATAWA BA YUN?

22 oct 08

2008-10-22T12:01:00.001+08:00

mcJoe: 嘿嘿嘿(傻笑貌)......我也好想要哦......
BUZZ!!!
mcJoe: :<
BUZZ!!!
Bani:
Bani: what's your name
Bani: haha
mcJoe:
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
mcJoe: ano?
BUZZ!!!
mcJoe:
mcJoe:
mcJoe: wag ka magulo
BUZZ!!!
Bani: hi poh
Bani: MUZTAH PO
mcJoe: @_@ OK LANG POH ME
mcJoe: U POH. MZTAH U?
mcJoe: PALOADAN M NMN AKO 150 PESOS HON
Bani: NYETA!
Bani: HON PA LOD
Bani: LOD! haha
mcJoe: GAGO MAGTRABHO K NGA!
mcJoe: LAGOT K NANAMAN S BOSS M HEHEHE
Bani: lunch time no
Bani: FEEDING TIME
Bani: CHAKA WALA SI PHILIP HAHA
Bani: SIGE NA NGA BABAY NA KAWAWA KA NAMAN
Bani: ANADYAN BA SI ____ MAMAYA?
Bani: DI NA TLGA AKO UUWI haha
mcJoe: MAY BABUYAN JAN SA MAY KRUS NA LIGAS BAKA MAKAHANAP K NG PIGROLAC
Bani: BASTOS MO!!!!
BUZZ!!!
Bani: ano lunch?
Bani: tirahan nio ko haha
mcJoe: F.CHICKEN
mcJoe: OK
Bani: penge
Bani: haha joke lang
mcJoe: BUMILI KA N NG WRITER
Bani: tanga mo
Bani: oo na
Bani: sa byernes
Bani: pa LOADAN MO MUNA KO HON
mcJoe: POTA
Bani: POTA
mcJoe: SIGE MAGLALARO NAKO
Bani: wag!
Bani: masama yun
Bani: war games
Bani: sasbihin ko kay mama
Bani: ma! WAR GAMES!!
mcJoe: @_@
mcJoe: TANGAINA M ANGGULO MO *toot* KA
Bani: gago!
Bani: nyeta ka
mcJoe:
Bani: hi po
Bani: sige sige babay na
Bani: di na tlga ko manggulo
mcJoe: OK GOOD
mcJoe: HINDI NAKO MAGPAPAKITA SA YM ULIT
Bani: kapal mo
Bani: ym addict
Bani: feeling ym
Bani: haha
Bani: sige na babay
mcJoe: HEHEHE
mcJoe: BYE! :<|

CHINA

2008-10-10T14:56:00.002+08:00

pupunta ako sa China bukas
sa totoo lang kinakabahan ako kasi first time ko aalis ng country
malay ko ba kung ano mangyayari saken dun.

tapos si sir na hindi ko boss ang kasama ko..
i don't mean anything wrong pero
CONCERNED lang ako kasi nga di ko siya boss
in short di kami close
wala kaming kahit na anong bond

natatakot lang ako kasi nga baka iwanan nia ako tapos mawala ako
tapos nasa business class kasi siya tapos ako sa economy
baka mamaya biglang nag-disappear na pala siya..

huhuhu
natatakot ako lalo sa mga pinagsasabi ko
tapos maulan.
ata.
tapos nag-iinchik yung mga tao dun
tapos di naman ako marunong mag-mandarin
diba?

obvious ba?

please pray naman that i do well and na
di ako mawala
di ako mapagalitan
di ako ma-dead hello???
pano kung ano...

oh
by the way,
mag-coconfess pa pala ako today kasi sabi ni mama mag-c0nfess daw ako.
kaya ayan
dito na lang kaya ako sa blog mag-confess? haha
god is everywhere naman eh
buti nga dito documented
bongga.
scandalo abot ko nito

so pano?
bye bye na?

hay nako binalubog pako nung isa dyan dahil may pinagawa siyang letter na di ko naman naintindihan
haha.
bahala ka.

tanga ka.

2008-09-25T13:19:00.001+08:00

dahil bonggang bongga
ang katangahan ni Marion
2 hours siyang gumawa ng paper niya

sorry na lang ako kasi
tanga naman talaga siya.

oh well.

:(

welcome back to me ahaha

2008-06-03T14:26:00.004+08:00

just came from DOTC from a meeting on the ASEAN TELSOM. I bet 99% of those who can read this will not understand what TELSOM is but nevermind.
I went home instead of go back to CICT simply because we have no computers left if I come back pa to the office. I can go naman also to the office and do nothing there pero I hope to be more productive at home. I hope ;)

this is apache by the way. He is a one year old Choco Labrador. haha. Good Boy ;)

Whoever said I don't have a boyfriend.
LIER.
yan oh.

random~

2008-02-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

2 ge ga raw. hohoho.

2008-02-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

Tuguegarao

there it is at the tip of the map.

It is a city though.

BUT WHO CARES?!!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?

My life has been ruined by a being from this side of the map and has made life miserable for me.
I can publish a whole book recounting my experiences while doing the mtpdp with him and he has managed to piss me off in unimagineable ways that has brought out the worssssssst in me.
Well, he is the worst anyway.

He manages his time my engaging in useless talk, useless probinshano talk, useless kabarokan talk and pda.

Add to that how his girl and her girl's girls, stare, whisper and giggle at me while I see them. How high class.

Now that this is coming to a close, I promised myself to endure every single annoying thing that may come my way. I shall smile my way through this.

I shall make sure that I can send this thing off smiling as big as I can and laughing like hell.

hohoho.

kontee na laaanggg!!!

achuchuchu

2007-09-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

halu

2007-09-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

aru aru

2007-09-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

hello nino my love

tanga ako. ikaw?

2007-07-04T12:10:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time.

i think i saw someone i know but i didnt greet him because im afraid he might not be the person i claim to be acquainted to.

i encountered some major katangahan just awhile ago.

my headache is making me vommit.

i hope i can vommit on someone's head right now.

naiirita tlga ko sa mga tanga.

baket kelangan may mga tanga sa mundo?

it is even valid to have superiors as tanga?

i think it is completely unacceptable to be tanga, especially when you are at an esteemed position- or if you have subordinates you have to guide.

i hope to not be tanga in the future.

i may look like i laugh TOO MUCH for my own good but i am not stupid. i think and analyze things before i say anything.

my only difference from the tanga i know is that i actually USE my head and he/she doesn't.

tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga
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tanga
tanga
tanga
tanga

just writing the word tanga relieves my stress and calms my agitated mind.

TANGA.

hate

2007-04-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

since i have nothing to do,,,,
well,,
disappointment is something that pisses people off primarily because they know it's their fault they are disappointed because they expect too much.
i am in the middle of a splitting headache and i dont appreciate how cold it is in here. i get the feeling like i want to go home but i'm afraid i would have to stay becasue it would be too embarrassing to leave in the middle of work.
i'm trying to pinpoint and blame people for what i am suffering from right now but it could've been better if i was in another place where i can rest and sleep even for just a little while.
sana naman kasi they went here na lang instead. im sure they kinda expect that i'll be here and doing the work by myself because it is my nature to try and respond to things in the best way i can especially if i can ACTUALLY do it. if you know what i mean.
i cant believe i really did ask someone to take my place instead but the person refuses to give any reaction so i concluded he means he does not want to. i dont want to either but i try to like it. i try to get by. i hate people who do not want to try.
im a bit tired already. NO, i am tired.
dear ___.
thank you for using up all my energy and draining all the strngth i've got for the week. for making me feel as though i do not know any english when i was doing the speecha and for making me undergo situations i have never been to before, for the headaches that i got and for making me line up for a freakin computer, for giving me work to do at home. for making me walk from cpgarcia to philcoa. for making me wear collared clothes every singe day. for everything i had to go through. for giving a nice boss and nice officemates. why not.

cold

2007-04-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

it is freezing cold in here. i am 2% pissed. my face isnt that oily. i am wearing jeans.

isa pa

2007-04-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

yo! what's up everybody jumpin' up! jumpin' up!
clap your hands everybody movin' up! movin' up!

1- the truth is i am once gain not able to do anything because - YOU GUESS IT.

2- i was asked to do 3 speeches. last time i checked i am not that good in writing speeches. its for the chairman. for commisioner___ and deputy _____. i will seriously get fired in no time.

3- had my hair cut. still ugly.

4- it's 2:34pm and someone's SOJ is standing in front of my desk. funny hoe celine is also here.

5- i am STILL experiencing extreme inconvenience about not having any computer.

6- went out at 6. surprised attack by someone. deym!

7- crushing

12 april 2007

2007-04-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

late post

1- rode the wrong jeep

2- brought jacket after planning to do so for 7 days

3- still NO SOJ

4- sleepy

5- my ears probably won't be able to hear

1:57 i'm just tooooooooooooooooo sleepy and i don't think i can take anymore i hate it. antok na antok na talaga ako. i can see pancit on the table that came from someone i probably have seen once or twice in my life.

6- ate fried chicken that tastes like bahay fried chicken

7- fussing over unmanageable hair

8- someone was nice enough to let me print in his computer

9- currently in gangsta/rapper mode. yeah yeah! love the hood; hate the air from the aircon and the fan

10- sleepy...................
sleepier............
sleepiest..............................................................

11. we have favorite guy in the office. he is such a crack. ha ha ha

12- missing nino and all nihonjin boys. shet.

13- still not so/will never be favorit person

14- feed me fishballs and all street foos in the world

15- got mocked for hooding around in the office

16- sleepy

UTANG NA LOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-15T03:56:00.000+08:00

tulad ng sinabi ko..

at dahil walang computers sa lugar kung saan ako ay nagtatrabaho,

4am na at nasa bahay ako, gising at gingawa ang trabaho ko. di naman kaya kalokohan yun dahil ang trabaho ay dapat na ginagawa sa opisina at hindi sa bahay. dahil kung gagawin mo ito sa bahay, di na trabaho ang tawag dun kundi gawaing bahay, sa english, homework, bakit? estudyante ba ako? baket? may grade bang ibibigay sa akin pagkatapos nito?

nakakaIRITA lang kasi mejo di ata tama na nagkakandapuyat ako sa pag-gawa ito dahil lang.. hay ayoko na magsulat dahil maiinis lang ako. kahit saan ko tingnan, mali ito. di dapat ganito. eh anong magagawa ko? alangan namang sabihin kong di ko po kaya. di po pwede.

sana lang talaga magka computer na kami

UTANG NA LOOB PLEASE BIGYAN NIO AKO NG COMPUTER

NA WALANG VIRUS PLEASE.

l

2007-04-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

nino.

THEE END

2007-04-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

THIS MARKS THEE END OF MY IM BORED DAYS.

PRAY

2007-03-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

jan? asan ka na? tinetext naman kita and ym pero u do not reply......

i will kill you if you still don't reply.Ü

make you libre

2007-03-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

kakai,

i just realized that i now know the people we were talking about before. the person u hate, the person u like... stuff like that. it bothers me a bit.

let's decide to not tell anyone about us being friends. not that i don't want them to know but i feel inconvenient about the whole thing.

my mom told me u spoke to each other.

i feel _____ about the whole i forgot u came from there thing so i apologize if i feel weird about it because i don't know what to feel about it.

probably because i am soo tired of walking from the building to PHILCOA because i have NEVER walked that far before. i to think that i did that for 2 straight days blows other people's minds aways and make my head ache like hell. summer sucks and i hate it.

i do not know if u r in love but i hope ur not because i think i already know who you're referring to when you say love. i just hope he treats you differently because i don't think i can tolerate perverts who are not just maniacs but look for ___ at all times. i do not hate him but i believe it is not right for men to treat women in such ways that harass them or make traumatize them. i did hate joel. and you hate him too. i do hope we can continue to hate and avoid guys who lack values. and i do sound like an old lady right now.

i viewed your multiply and my god i did see extremely familiar faces. not that i KNOW them but i have seen them somewhere even if i have just been there for 2 days. it feels okashi :)

i hope we get to meet again so i can be the one to make you libre this time. whatever it is,,, wala lang :)

FICTION

2007-03-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

i know someone who has a way of taking advantage the way she is treated.

i speak as though i am distantly related to this person when in fact i am distantly related to her. sorry, i do not intend to make any sense with that.

anyway, i am actually pissed at the fact that she uses her favorite powers to the MAX. as though she has always been and will always be the pitiful damsel in distress and the i-actually-am-waiting-for-my-cute-japanese-prince-charming-to-come-rescue-me type of person.

she has a way of asking mom questions, wherein the answer is a big and obvious YES. i bet she wants mom to know that she is in some kind of dilemma where she cant handle the question herself and mom has to help her answer it because she is too dumb to even think about the answer, and mom, being the mom that she is, answers the questions and solves the problem for her. once again, the day has been saved by super mom!

let's not forget about the fact that the primary reason why damsel in distress is behaving like this is because super mom treats her like that (or this?) my grammar has become level 1 damn it. i believe that super mom is a great mom primarily because she really is. but she has favorites and she is moody. i used to say that it is okay for moms to have favorites because those are one of the unavoidable things of motherhood. but! it is just now that i actually am starting to realize that it was stupid of me to think that way because some favorites become monsters. it is my first time to see a favoriter-favorite tandem. good for them they finally found each other. wuhu, congratulations. :)

i am not sure if i sound like a bitter daughter but i can say that i am not after the fact that i am in a less important level but i am more pissed at the fact that the favorite is taking advantage of it soo much and makes major HIGOP to super mom so much that the others are put in a much lower level because all she does is suck up to super mom. not that we are unworthy family members, but the favorite plays her role so much that it magnifies every single bad thing about us in a very exaggerated way.

and oh! i just had to say write this while i am at it, that damsel in distress is currently in LURVE with some japanese actor which happens to be MINE.

i bet she cannot seek help from super mom because super mom has nothing to do with it. mwahaha. but, as i said she has fallen for the japanese guy so much so that she acts as though she OWNS japanese guy and i think she has COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN THE FACT THAT SHE JUST STOLE JAPANESE ACTOR FROM ME.

you suck! you mangaagaw you! ulk. nakakasuka. and oh! speaking of which, i was severely scolded when i made a joke about her making agaw my japanese actor. i am quite surprised that it is now bad actually tell the truth? uh....

Q:since when has that been the trend?
A: since i said that she stole japanese actor

i guess i am not allowed to be honest about how i feel because damsel in distress might get offended.

the truth is, i have offended damsel in distress a couple of times regarding that issue but my efforts were to no avail. she is still open about swooning over japanese actor as though she did see him first.

and why am i making such a big fuss over japanese actor? i have no idea. i just hate people who make gaya or steal other people's crushes. well, i think everyone would hate anyone who steals PERIOD.

i am starting to believe that i have evolved into becoming Cinderella's evil step sister. someone send me my prince charmingÜ

bday

2007-03-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

bday ng kapatid ko bukas. 18 na sha.
bday ng uncle ko
bday ng SO ng tita ko (nasa heaven na si SO)
at higit sa lahat.

bday ni Arvin.

gs2 mo un?

andito ang nanay niya pero siya wala.

ang kapal koü

ang galing.

bdays are GOOD.ü

tanga

2007-03-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

naka DSL na kami. shet pota yes! actually mejo matagla na.
anyway, masaya lang ako.

went out with kakay last Friday- Mar.2, 2007. i missed her. she has a LOVE life. well okay she just might kill me if she finds out that i am making public her SO CALLED LOVE LIFE so i just might call it her blooming social life.Ü yiheeeeeee.

anyway, na miss ko tlga sha. kay na miss kita swear!! ang saya!! ang galing kasi kahit ilang months tayo di magkita ganun pa rin tayo. para tayong BFF- yuck!! ang cheesy! pero diba? at least may ganun factor tayo diba?

may pumepeste sa buhay nia ngyon.

i realized that i have mastered THEE ART making away people in a NOT SO AWAY WAY. basta ganun un. minsan may hihirit ng nakakaBWISET sayo pero mas nkakabwiset pa ang hirit mo. ganun yun. thats how WE should play the game. there really are people who are easily victimized by verbal abuse (?) but not me.

TANGA KA BA?

yung ang tanong sa mga taong tanga. kasi tanga sila.

*kai, multiply mo yung pictures naten.

**kai, nakita ko na multiply mo

***kai, i saw __ na.

weeeeeeeeeee

2007-03-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

napanood ko na toh.

LECHE.

crush ko sha..

yessss..

2007-01-31T10:56:00.000+08:00

so ganon.

ayos ba computer namen courtesy of me :) kaya lokang loka ako sa tuwa. wuhooo!! un lang.

excited na ko:)

BURDEI

2006-10-21T17:10:00.000+08:00

salamat sa lahat ng bumati sa akin lab ko kayo...

yan na ang best face na ma-ooffer ko so ayan... SOBRANG ganda niyan.

pang 24th birthday tlga. shet!!

tnx to kakay for the LIBREEEEEEEEEEEE!! yes! mayaman!!!
tnx to jan for the shirt and the SOSHAL CHEESE (CAMEMBERT!!!) shet!!!!

pianista

2006-10-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

i'm currently stressing over playing the piano because i can'thardly remember ANY piano piece i used to play before.

magpaparactice ako everyday taposmagiging piano prodige ako. tentententen....

OCTOVER NA!!!!!

2006-10-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

its been 3 months since i last posted. nia ha ha.

well, i look like this now. walang nagbago. tabachoy pa rin ako.

at nga pala, dahil October na..

malapit na BIRTHDAY KO NAA!!!!

gift!!!

sa lahat ng mga nkakamiss saken, MAS MISS ko KAYO! wee! ÜÜ

REPOST from 2004 (wagiiiiiiiiiiiiiii)

2006-07-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

AFTER READING THIS I TOTALLY MISSED EVERYHTING ABOUT BEING IN MMDA. promise yan.

hayy,,, grabe basahin nio yung october-january posts ko,, hay ang saya! la lang,, pra masayahan den kayo.

pero kung tamad na kay0, i reccomend NOVEMBER - DECEMBER 2004 posts. pamatay. tawang tawa ako. hehe, lalo na yung may may JOEL. may mga dialogues pa! grabe!! full description tlga!!!!!

shempre kaya ko ng i-post ang pangalan nia ngayon dahil jusko naman.. hehe.

nalaman ko na... kaya ko palang sabihan ng BABOY ang isang tao kahit baboy din ako...

frends, misss ko na kayo! hehe. kahirap na ulit ako hehe..

WAGI 03

WAGI 03 - fri

Masamang bata ako.
Ibang level na to kasi may exchange of UNPLEASANT words courtesy of me. Grabe nasapian ata ako ng demonyo grabe ang sama ng ugali ko..

I dont wanna regret anything but i feel really guilty about the fact that i called him baboy? Thats such a BIG word kasi like big na malaki shempre but also it says soo much about how i feel about him and how he really is. He really is like a pig. Im just kinda telling the truth but i need not say that to him. hhhaayyy... im kinda scared also because he just might get back on me and do worse things to me.

Ganito kasi yan. Eh di okay na eh. Nung morning he was as quiet as a lamb- lamb ba? Well yeah. So i was feeling like wagi itoh. Actually i kinda pity him because he was so embarrassed yesterday that he cant even say a word. I actually felt bad for him and that i kinda was concerned of what his feelings were because he was really napahiya. For 1 second i cared for him for christ's sake. But no, i shouldn't have done that.

As we were about to go home,, batchoi asked Karla kung maggym daw ba sila.. so parang
Batch- maggym ba TAYO?
K- CLOSE BA TAYO?????
Me- (dahil pakialamera ako sabi ko) hinde hinde, tanungin mo sha kung close ba kayo,, hinde antayin mo yung sagot nia chuva chuva

Eh di yan lalabas na kami. Uhm nahuli nanaman ako for some reason. Was even fixing the zipper of my bag so i was a bit slowing down. bLu was already outside when i went out when all of a sudden.. batchoi said

Batch- paulo, pagbigyan mo na si bani (ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ano daw? Im like what the hell is this bakulaw talking about for crying out loud???)
Buti nalang paulo was like nakikiride nalng pra naman di sha mapahiya noh. Kaya he said
p- bani bani tawag ka nun oh.. while pointing at batchoi
me- eeeeehhhhhhh BABOY yan eh!!!!!! Sabay okay sign to blu..(shit bakit ko sinabi yun?)
batch- KYUT NAMAN!!
me- ah!!! Kyut daw sha?????? Kakay.. (kahit iniwan na nila ako) kyut daw sha!!!! Hahaha..

OMG. I never had to say that. That was sooooo uncalled for at the moment. Grabe i feel bad abt. it tlga. So there we were going down the stairs and i was like telling them about what just happened and why they left me all alone to deal with 3 guys.

I even saw blu in the bundy card area. I refused to look at him because i just didnt want anymore moments with hoc guys like no more please. He was kind enough though to make patpat my BRASO?!?!?!? And he was just smiling. I told him na hoi pagtanggol mo naman sabihin mo sa kanya papatayin ko na siya! And hes like laughing and making oo na ewan- same reaction when i almost got squished in the elevator. (why does he always have to react like theres something funny or he does not understand what im saying?)

I hope he does just that.

random

2006-06-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

Laptop ng pawb charing ka. Nia haha haahahah it soo hot i want to turn into a snowman- or is it a snowwoman? Snowgirl? Snowball na lang. tenentententenenenen……..

A love to kill. Ireumyon. Rain. Hansaramegerogandamyeon.

I refuse to attend any social gathering because I just don’t like to and because I have reasons I should not be telling just anyone.

Turns out the keys on this laptop is more soshal than the ones in the office. I feel like starting to like typing on laptops but not really. Gateway laptops rule! Yes! Wee!!! Besides, I am too UGLY and fat to be showing myself to anyone outside my family and friends. Not that they matter that much to me but – BASTA.

I gotta go because I have to buy internet card and daga for the computer. Or we can just use the daga in the kusina that keeps on showing up everytime we are there. Whatever happened to the common belief that rats only show up when there is no one around? Have they gotten too comfortable that they just show up RANDOMLY in the kitchen especially when everyone is there having their meal?

I luv GoKUSEN ost! Wee! But I love paolo and jonathan more. Weee! And kame. Kaya lang he actually is too bata for me to lurve him. BUT WHO CARES? I used to like young BOYS naman eh. Ask jan.

boys.

i feel like i am undergoing a whole lot of stress than before. well i actually am referring to our helpers. okay naman kami dati pero nung dumating sila prang mas lalo lang akong na-stress kasi they do things in a DIFFERENT way or they don't exactly know how to do things RIGHT so we/i end up doing it for them. they definitely lack initiative.

today is fiesta in cubao? tama ba un? basta fiesta dito. i drank a glass of Martini and my face started to burn. i HATE it. how can i be soo allergic to alcohol? okay nako dati sa Martini pero no anymore i guess. pang-cALI lang siguro ako. lecheng buhay.

i just had to put this kasi... eh kasi BATA!Ü

self explanatory yan.

oo, orange yan. me 1st ever pic with (an) ORANGE

teka last na, BAKIT KASI KELANGAN MUKHANG BAKLA/BABAE ANG MGA HAPON? nkakabother kasi :(

sa mga di pa nakakanood ng my girl sa abscbn, MANOOD KAYO! it is super duper ganda. promise yan.

fan girl

2006-06-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

sabi ng kapatid ko FAN GIRL NA FAN GIRL na daw ako.

PAKE KO.

♥kame is lurve♥

buhay pa ako.

2006-06-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm... nia ha ha. alam nio ba?????????

feel na feel na feel ko tlga ito.

GOKUSEN yan. sa GMA yan. at HAPON yan.

favorite ko si KUMA.

sha yung MATABA.

favorite ko siya kasi ANTABA nia.

super fun niyan!

weee!!!!!!!

at may VCDs na ako ng BUONG SEASON nila.

weee!! i luv dv!

weng weng weng

2006-04-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

just finishd watching this:

at natuwa naman ako. hehe. cute den.
ano pala yan, A Prince's First Love. napalabas na yan sa GMA-7 pero ngayon ko lang pinanood- many thanks to my cousin:)
natuwa ako kasi ang galing umayak nung guy sa left <<<---- hehe. sobrang galing. may luha mode na nagaganap. pero di pumapangit yung mukha nia. hayy, galing. MALAMANG dahil 30 years old na siya, and that means, di kami MFEO. owell.
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my hands are all dry and yucky because our helper had to leave for vacation. and i do all the dish washing. screw it.
bakit di gumagana ang lotion sa dry kong kamay? iinomin ko na lang kaya?
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meron nakong

wee!!!!!!!!un lang.
mas fun pakinggan yung recorded from MTV Sessions! pero i luv walang kadala dala tlga. and photocopy and kalendaryo and.. tama na. ang ingay ko.

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just got hold of semi-old pictures with high school frends. natuwa namana ko kasi antagal na namin di nagkikita. happy bday jan! hehe.

me with jani and hannah.

jan is my best frend and hannah knows ALL my secrets. best frends dont tell each other their secret because, thats the way it is with me and jan.
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work teaches you to endure and most of all be patient.siguro tama ang sinasabi ko dati na marunong na akong maging bato dahil ganon tlga sa mundo. dapat marunong kang maging bato kasi mahirap pag lahat na lang ng bagay MAY EPEKTO sayo. kahit pa anong sabihin ni boss, kahit pa i-threaten nia ako na idedemanda nia kami, kahit pa ano pa yan ang masasabi ko lang minsan sa buhay ng tao, matututo kang maging bato. sorry na lang kasi ganon tlga ang buhay.

di naman lahat ng bagay dapat affected ka. eh di okay foine. as if u have the money to pay me. dba? i can live by myself lalo na ngayon. LALO na tlga ngayon.

i CAN'T WAIT to see how this ends.

good luck to me and to my ALPHABETIZING a 200 page document.

sabi ko nga dati. i will prevail. i will. i can feel it. and i also KNOW it.

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nakita ko na yung nescafe song (hale) na full version. LECHE. anjologs ko ngayon ko lang nakita. at shempre natuwa nman ako. worth it tlgang pag-aksayahan ng panahon si ch@mp . nia ha ha. kumusta naman yung ampogi nia dun dba?. tama na. heheÜ

koreana

2006-04-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

kakatamad i save. i popost ko na lang. Ü

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v114/evil_dragon13/Korea/hyun%20bin/photo7021.jpg

aru aru

2006-04-19T15:18:00.000+08:00

in thee office. pissing myself off.

called Ms. Amy and she was sooo cold. god, i dont kno what to do about her anymore. i spoke to her pero i guess i have to go text her na lang.

but yeah, i guess i will STILL prevail.

work teaches you not to be TOO EMOTIONAL over things. steady lang.

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and regarding something petty, ang msasabi ko lang, NO COMMENT.

at isa pa, may nescafe song na ako in MP3 format! soshal! xet!!!! thanks to kei! and bibili din ako later ng Five on the Floor Album of Sandwich so dba....... ayus ito!!!!

sana walang pakialamanan.......ÜÜÜÜ

'nuff said. (for today)Ü

HI FATHER!Ü

2006-04-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

My holy week was…. CUTE.

How many people in their right minds would say their holy week was CUTE. ZE-ro.

So, cute meant that I did go to the Veneration of the Cross and Washing of the Feet in Stella Orientis- in UA&P- the place to be for Opus Dei. :) on Good Friday- which happens to be the day Jesus died and which incidentally was also the day I had this 1% and 60 second H.D on Father ____ of the Opus Dei.

My family would probably KILL ME if they knew I was kinda crushing on this uber YOUNG PRIEST.

EVIL ME.

Pero hinde!!!!!!!! Si father ang KYUT nia tlga! Ganito ah.. maliit lang sha- mga parang ako lang cgro or mas maliit pa saken. Tapos may mole sha sa face nia- sa taas ng lip nia, tapos basta.. grabe di ko naman siya mashadong tinitigan ever. OK ILL STOP NA. Kaya lang, he was wearing this HUGE EYEGLASSES. As in prang feel ko sinadya siyang pasuotin ng eyeglasses para “PUMANGIT” siya. Kinda ganun kasi sa O.D. eh prang dapat simple ka lang. Di ka mshadong maganda (or pogi for that matter) pero.. hay… ang galing lang..

Un prang feeling na ur liking someone u cn NEVER have or liking someone YOU SHOULD NOT BE LIKING in the very first place. Hehe.. ang cute.

I asked my sister to as what Father’s name was and MY MOM DOES NOT KNOW HIS NAME. Probably cus he’s too young to actually be “friends” with my mom.

Thank God I don’t know his name. Or else.. hahanapin ko sha sa lahat ng o.d centers at sa kanya lang ako magcoconfessÜÜÜ

Lord, Sorry po :(

Moving on…

1- di kami nagkita ni mark

2- pero stinalk namen yung kapatid ni mark

3- ayoko pumunta sa lahat ng holy week activities

4- pero nagpunta parin ako at nag-procession pa ako

5- nakipagaway pako sa nanay ko dahil ayoko sumama sa good Friday rights kasi may procession naman sa simbahan

6- pero pumunta pa rin ako at natuwa naman ako kasi .. hehe. Tama na. Tama na.

7- May nagpaulit saken ng nobela version ng a chair to.. alam nio na sabi ko parang isasummarze ko nalang

8- Pero di ren, mahaba pa ren

9- I STILL HART M0NG. hayy... hess so adorable. :)

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!! Ü

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2006-04-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

so,,,,, ano ba...

amboring dito sa office. may inaantay lang akong document, so,, un lang. mejo boring. sino kasi nagsabi saken na pumasok pako.. it beats the crap out of me to be doing something else because i shoudl be working but i did GO AROUND the park, waved at fat kids, and used free internet that my windows 98 pc can tolerate.

funny how poeple do notice that i wear slippers everyday since IT ACTUALLY IS SUMMER and because changes hve been made

pero ok lang kasi wala akong ibang ginawa kundi.....

tatan!!!!

HI THERE HOTSHOT! POTA naman eh!!

iharyu!! xet!!

sobrang isa siyang malaking HELLO. hello? tao ka ba??

at dahil dyan... hehe.. babay na.

april

2006-04-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

isang araw ng rest at 4 na araw ng trabaho- not bad if you dont think about the pay that YOU ARE NOT GETTING

but i do,, so,, yeah. not bad na ren kasi i get free aircon and free internet. NOT BAD :) *EVIL SMILE*

ang titik M. mong. baket ang kyut mo?

2006-03-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

Habang abala ako sa paggawa ng highlights, naisip ko lang.. na WALA.

Hehe. Meron akong isang malaking HD kay Mong Alcaraz. Hay.. hehe hess sooo adorable. EWW. What am I saying.. la lang parang ganun ang vibes nia pagnakikita ko sha, parang ang adorable nia. Di sha good vibes- adorable vibes Leche nkakahiya ako. Pero still, basta ang cute nia. Hay. Mong,, I semi-hart you na tlga. since slapshock na taas taas na blonde (tama ba? Sha ba ung blond?) ang buhok nia,, I semi-hart him na tlga. niahaha,, hanggang sa chicosci… at sandwish,,, oh well,, and cute nia nung sa pisay, naka pink sha niahaha habang abala sila sa kakachika nina miggy at nakatayo lang naman sila sa likod ng nanay kong wala naming pakialam. At dahil wala naman ako nung time na un dahil naghihimutok ako sa baba dahil di ko na napanood ang stonefree and spongecola, wala. Un na un. Sa stage ko na lang sha pinanood. Niahahah,,,, pipigilan ko na ang aking sarili.

Mong you are sooooo.. A, you’re adorable. B, you’re so beautiful C, you’re so cute and full of charm (sorry na lang, kay champ na ang “charm”- well that’s according to chona. Hehe,, sabagay. Best thesis naman kasi sha hehe..(???))

Anyhow,, cgecge kwento mode tayo..! daliiii!

Tagal ko na di nakakakwento mode!!!

Ano ba..

1- gumagwa ko ng highlights ng last consultation.

2- Grabe si seatmate na di nagsasalita mejo matino na sha- di paren sha nagsasalita pero di nako nabobother sa katahimikang dulot nia.

3- graduation days are here again!! yesss.... sana magmarha si mcjo.. hayyyy.. bahala na. si margaret naman ok na ung babaeng un. sana maganda siya sa graduation nia kasi.. mganda. ngii ano un?

4- Nagpagupit ako nung Sunday! Xet! I went pa tlga to Robinson’s Galleria cus I wanted to have my hair done in fix pero nagpagod lang kami sa kakahanap ng fix dahil under renovation pala ung whole stretch ng west side ng galle. West side ba tawag dun? Kaya ayan bumalik kami sa ALI MALL at nagpagupit na lang ako sa Davids. WOW. Ang galing. Sa alimall lang den pala ang bagsak ko nagpakahirap pako pumutang galle.

5- Hay mawawala ba naman sa post ko ang ka-adikan ko sa may name is kim sam soon? Leche! La lang,,, kahit paulit ulit kami ni Margaret sa kakanood non, why not? Para na akming gaga kakanood nun. Pero ok lang. Gaga naman tlga ko.

6- Di ko naiiisip si HD kasi TAE sha. Isang malaking kalokohan kung iisipin ko sha dahil im sure di naman nia ako naiisip. Kahit sigruo magkita kami di nia ako maalala dahil wala ako sa isip nia- I mean sa Brain nia. Naerase ako. Ha ha ha. Tae ka. Tae.

7- May oras na ako para sa mga ganitong bagay dahil di na ako bc. Si boss1 nasa brazil, si boss 2 and 3, they let me be naman kasi I KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO naman so.. dba,,, leave me alone mode ako nowadays.

10- Nakasmile ako ngayon. Siguro masaya ako. He he he.

Right now, Im currently obsessing over cutting my bangs.

I turn to dreamy look mode when I hear the Nescafe song over the radio. Nkakaloka. Prang… ayyy!! Hehe,,, okay titigil nako nkakahiya na ako. Basta parang ayyyy. Yun na un. Lets sit, lets talk, one Moment, one Nescafe,,, hehe.. dreamy look. Un na.

Just now that I hears sugod na parang (ano ba tawag sa version na un?) percussion mode,, hehe shet I don’t kno any technical music terms. Basta un na un.

Kaya ko ng pakinggan ang Tollgate ngayon- sa Radio. Pero di pa rin sa cd.

Ang saya ko. Leche.

adik.kape.cellphone

2006-03-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

The statement below is 1% made up of my kaadikan and kajologan. So,, yeah, kindly bear with meÜ
Grabe. Adik na ata ako. Tinapos kong panoorin last weekend yung My Name is Kim Sam Soon (thanks to my cousin) hayyy.. aside from the obvious fact na ang cutie pie ni Hyun Bin (at close na kami ngayon?) sobrang kyut nung story.

I mean ang cute ng lahat about the drama. La laang. Feeling ko nga baka nakakarelate ako sa kanya ng kahit 1% dahil.. well, obvious ba? Dahil mataba din ako? Pero siyempre mas mataba naman ako sa kanya dahil im sure mala-renee zellweger sha na pinataba just for that particular show pero sa totoong buhay payat naman siya or she is actually a little thinner in real life pero la laang. Ang kyut lang hehe.

Speaking of %percent% %percent% na yan, si Kim Sam Soon.. nagpe-PERCENT PERCENT DEN SHA! Nkakaloka!! As in she asked un guy if he liked her kahit 1%… tapos na deceive daw kasi sha for like 50% of the time na ewan.. grabe nkakaloka ang kyut lang.. hehe.. anyhow,,

Un lang. Tuwang tuwa lang ako sa story chaka kinda nkakaiyak lang den. Hehe. Basta natuwa ako. Yun lang.

Minsan nga naiisip ko na ako na tlga un. Mga 20%. Hehe. Sana ganung boylet den ang mabingwit ko (the term!) at dahil nasa park ako hanggang march 31, 2006, mukang di mangyayari un. Baka isda sa lagoon ang mabingwit ko pag nagkataon.

Teka.. si HD den naman matangkad na maliit ang mata ah!.. aruu.. pero di ren! Boo!! He is soooo far from even looking like Hyun Bin. Pwet ni Hyun Bin cguro.

Dreamy Look moment na toh! Niahaha.

Salamat kay God because he gives me many things to be happy about. Kahit nape-pressure ako sa office, masaya parin ako kahit 40%. Kahit na TV lang yan, ok lang. Kahit na tooo bee lang ok lang den. Mababaw lang naman ako. I am sooo not high maintenance.. as in.

Hay,,,,, sa lahat ng mabababaw sa mundong ibabaw, mahal ko kayoÜ

Nga pala
Nga pala

*at kahapon?? Ha!! Nakapatong sa desk ko un cellphone ko. Alam nio ung desks na prang pag binuksan mo, prang ma-eextend yung table. Yung may metal on both sides to support the part/table part na binaba mo,, basta un.. well, NAIPIT LANG NAMAN IN BETWEEN THE METAL AND THE DESK UN CELLPHONE KO DUN. Kaya ayan, nawarak lcd ng fone ko. As in isang malaking blood clot sa gitna and dating. Xet. God! d@mmit! At ang best part pa dyan, walang may kasalanan. So, AKO cgro kasi iniwan ko dun un. Wala namang magsusuksok nun deliberately sa gitna nung metal eh so I guess its my fault kasi I left it there. Oh I mean Martin left it there- sa desk ko.

*nagkandatapon tapon ang coffee ko kaninang umaga at paso-paso ang dila ko because I wanted to bring coffee to office kasi I was uber late na and was soooo sleepy tlga kanina so I bought coffee. Sa awa ng diyos jeep lang naman ang only means of transpo. Pag co-commutin mo (ng hindi taxi) ang wildlife. Kaya ayan, nagkandatapon-tapon sa mga dala ko. Sa hanky ko, sa kamay k.. hay. Ever!! At wait. Last na, nagkanda PASO-PASO ang bibig ko dahil sa sobrang kagustuhan ko na wag akong matalsikan when I ride the jeep, I kept on drinking from it boiling/steaming HOT pa. So bale, LAPNOS ang dila ko. Mga ¾ ng dila ko walang malasahan at higit sa lahat MASAKIT. Aaa!

I feel so special. Grabe. Grabe!

At bagong cellphone na kaya ang sagot dito? HINDE. Mag-iiipon ako. My buming moments is the most important one on my list right now. Mahirap mawalan ng pera pag bum. So…

At baket INAANTOK ako ngyon? Diba nagkape ako? Or yung bag ko ang uminom nun? Argh….!!!!

somekinda TEXT

2006-02-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

Marbz; 16.02.06
C champ0y nasa harapÜ

(Kinilig naman ako…Ü UP fair kasi ito.)

Mama 28.02.06
Mcjo passed UP Diliman, college of engineering!!!

(hayyy salamat. Kahit bad boy siya pumasa siya. Pasalamat tayo sa Philippine Science! Lecheee! Kala ko di siya papasa. Ang mahal kaya kung 2 silang la salle! Jusko! Thank u po lordÜ)

so called LURVE layf slash so called FRENDSHIP

2006-02-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

Dear _._

hayy. nagkita nanaman tayo kahapon. nakita kita sa gilid ko nakaupo ka sa bleachers dun sa may sports complex. nasa right side pa nga kita eh. umikot ako para macheck ko kung ikaw ba tlga yun kaya umikot ako para nakaharap ako sayo. pag ikot ko.. tadaaan. WALA KA NA. hanubeh! bat nawala ka bgla??? leche. naloka tlga ako kasi all of a sudden wala ka na. umalis lang ako sandali wala ka na?

haayy. bat ganun? nyahaha. bumalik na lang ako sa mommy ko kasi wala ka nman na. biglang di ko ma take kaya lumabas ako ulit to kinda look for you. baka mamaya nagdisguise ka lang nyahaha. hayy, antagal ko reng tumayo sa kabilang side. i was really scanning through all the people there kasi baka biglang andun ka. K fine. I GIVE UP.. as I turned my back and started to walk, THERE WAS YOU outside. Talking to someone. I was sooooo RELIEVED that u were still there. You have no idea how relieved I was to suddenly see you just when I thought you were gone already.

I went back to my mom and we were getting ready to go back to the sports complex. I kinda felt like you would see me cuz I was gonna pass by where I saw u awhile ago. I was standing on the other side of the court, just behind those barbed wires, standing like a poor prisoner, nyahaha. But then again, I just knew you would follow me hehe because in less than 2 minutes you where there making your way to where I was- just behind the barbed wires in front of me, as you passed by right in front of me. I was relieved. Soo relieved. It was you. It really is you.

After watching some more stuff, we made our way to where my mom was. my sister was asking pa nga mama where we could get all those free c2 that she was saying. So yeah, there. As I made our way out, you were there- AGAIN. Nakatayo ka lang naman sa dadaanan ko dba? Pero no. Deadma ako. Sige sunod lang ako kay Margaret palabas. I was 1 inch away from your face dammit but I kept my head low para di tayo magkita. Since mukh namang wala kang balak I greet ako.

Wala ng c2. refresh na lang. Boo! Inubos nio lahat. Siba mode lahat hanubeh! While were busy making hingi refresh,, Margaret was looking at someone then TATAN! There u were- AGAIN. Di ko na tlga napigilan. I said na tlg at Margaret- IS HE FOLLOWING ME??? I looked behind me and there really was you smiling. WTF?? Wats to be happy about? Na-badtrtip na tlga ko. Kinuha ko ang straw ko at nag-WALK OUT mode ako. Sorry. di ko na kaya. Pero di nga, SINUSUNDAN MO BA AKO????

Fast forward na tayo.

Nagpnta kami sa kabilang side kasi we were looking for papa. You were LOOKING at us nanaman. Don’t LOOK. Xet. Dammit.

Umupo na ako sa side ng “red team” kasi red team kami. At ikaw ay “blue team” naman. I can soooo see you from where I was and I was pretty sure you kinda looked, and looked and LOOKED again. Magkatabi lang ang sides naten so… dba… hehe. Game ng red vs. blue so sige. Makicheer tayo ng konti. Nasa harap na harap kami so diba.. soshal!

I was surprised to find out na maglalaro ka pala. Ayy! Soshalan na toh! Mejo na 1% tense naman ako kasi baka di ka makalaro kasi andun ako??? Or baka di ako makanood mashado kasi andun ka?? Either way, it was extremely awkward for me and especially to you because it is me now who’s watching you baby!

At wait. Wait lang talaga. Gsto ma bang ipaliwanag sa akin kung paanong LUMAKI ng ganyan ang braso mo? Hellow? Di na ikaw si payatot na ting ting. Bale may braso ka ng maipagmamalaki ngayon ganon? Grabe nagulat tlga ko. Pucha. As in kung andun lang si Hannah baka napamura ko ng todo. So hunky papa ka na ngayon? Ganon? Baka naman may ABS ka na ren?? Pa touch nga! Yess… may ganun tlga. Grabe. Baka naman sa susunod may may-I-lust-for-you moment na tayo niyan. Takteee! KINIKILABUTAN AKO!!!!!

Pero ok naman. I sat down sa mejo taas ng bleachers so as not to disturb his “game”. NO, actually umalis ako nung start na ng game. Boo @ me. Hehe. Shempre. Kakain pa kami ng sno cone eh. At blue blue na ang bibig ko right after dba? Soshal! Sige na nga.. I give in, nanood den ako. Sa taas ngako umupo. At ang kapal ng face ko. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, pag nakakashoot sha, para saken un. Niahahahaha. Wagi. I knew it will be my first and last time to watch u play so I really am happy to be having that kind of experience. I swear.

Talo kayo! Boooo! Patalo ka eh! Jowk. Di ren. Ok naman. Galling ka naman. Reggie was soooo funny. He is extremely out of this world when he plays. Har har.

After the game. You got ur nag, got up, passed in front of me and left.

Sadly, I NEVER saw you again. I NEVER WILL.

I never thought our last meeting would be this BAD. It is fun but it is bad. It is sad. It is heartbreaking? Hehe.

__, gsto kong sabihin sayo na chine-cherish lahat ng memories at moment naten lalo na yung moments na di ka pa naiilang sa akin. Yung moments na di ka pa natatakot na asarin ako at nakikipag inuman ka pa nga sa akin. Un moment na umiihi ka ng nakabukas ang pinto at ang kapal ng mukha mong magpa-antay sa akin. Yung times na ang kapal ng face mo, akala mo magkaibigan tayo. Hay. akala ko nga magkaibigan tayo eh.

Nkakainis kasi 5 years na pero.. pero.. ganun pa ren. Walang nagbago. Di ka nagbago at di rin ako nagbago. Di mo parin ako pinapansin. Di ka nagha hi sa akin. I hate the way you watch me as if you want to tell me something but you cant. As if your this kawawa boy na inapi ko at dapat kitang I-comfort. Di mo ko ginigreet kahit na forever kang NAKATINGIN sa akin, I never hear anything from you. Dba ok na tayo? Dba nga grineet mo pa nga ko nung last tym tapos may extra back rub pa ko from you? Dba???

Dba v---j? Ano bang problema mo? Ayaw mo ba saken? Di naman kita crush eh. I mean,,, wala naman akong pagnanasa sa iyo eh. Unless ikaw ang may gs2 sa akin. Bakit kelangan iwasan moko? Bakit kelangan nakatanaw ka lang sa malayo at nakatingin saken? Baket? Baket sumusunod ka lang saken pero di ka nagsasalita? Baket kahit magkaharap na tayo at tinititigan na ren kita di ka paren nagsasalita. Baket????? BAKET???????? Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Alam ko naman na phase lang to kasi di ko naman forever na issue ito. Alam ko na nagrereklamo lang ako kasi nagkita ulit tayo at nagbabalik saken lahat. Bakit ganun? Di ko maintindihan kung bakit ang tanging nagiba sayo ay ang BRASO mong MALAKI na ngayon. Niahaha. Nkakatakot ka. Hellow carlos agassi is that u??? baket ganun? Di pa pwedeng paggising mo di ka na nahihiyang mambati? Or wag mo na lang akong tingnan kahit kailan.

Hay. gulong gulo na ang utak ko sa totoo lang. Nawawala nako sa sarili ko. Nasisiraan nako ng bait. Siguro di mo kayang ipaglaban ang so-called frendhsip naten kasi nga inaasar ka nila at aasarin ka nila. Cgro dahil frend ko si ate mo at frend mo younger bro. Ko. Cgro dahil inaasar tayo ng mommy ni jan at pati ng mommy. Mo. Hayyyy. Parang asar lang eh. Baket cgro totoo noh?

Pero kahit ganito, sana alam mo na kahit di na tayo magkita, ever again. Ipagdadasal kong mag mature ka na at maging NORMAL na ulit tayo. Masaya maging normal. Ok naman tayo dati eh.

Hay.

Sana pag naiyak nako dahil sa inis ko sayo at sa hirap ng pag anlyze sayo, andjan ka at ang braso mo para iyakan ko.ÜÜÜ

Penge naman free hugÜ

Pagod nako. Tulad nga ng sinabi mo, cu when I c yah!

Banaria

Kakayyyyyy,,, bat ganun? Naiiyak ako?

Si marion kasi he will be home schooled na starting next year. Therefore, di na sha dun mag aaral sa ___. Therefore ulet, never na kami magkikita sa mga school events kasi wala ng school ang kapatid ko. Un na lang dati ang iniisip ko eh. Pero since wala na alam mo un? Parang there really is no way na magkita pa kami ulit. Hu hu hu. Di ako makaiyak kasi sa totoo lang nahihirapan ako. Parang nasa puso ko lang lahat ng pwede kong mailabas na emotion kasi parang naiinis paren ako sa kanya kasi ginagawa niyang magulo ang sitwasyon. Pinapahirapan nia ako.

Shempre kung iisipin ko baka fault ko din un kasi im sure nagbago den ako. Dati naman kasi chums kami. Greet greet. Usap usap. Pero nung nagbago sha,,, eh di di ko na ren sha kinakausap. Alam mo un. Lagi ko na lang inaantay ang HI niya. Di rin naman ako nagmemake ng move para maging back to normal kami. Ero di naman kasi ako nagbago eh. Sha nga yung ayaw magsalita eh. Aaaa. May kasalanan bako? Hay cgro ang kasalanan ko lang is yung kakaisip ko sa rason kung bakit di kami normal. Im sure di naman kasalanang isipin ko sha kasi naiinis lang tlga ako.

Magagalit si jan saken pag nabasa nia ito. Jan, kung nasaan ka man, haylabyu. Wag kang magaalala wala ito. Naiinis ako dyan sa anak ng kaibigan ng mommy mo na kabarkada ng kapatid ko. Hay life.

the embarassment i had to go through just for this
too bad u cannot see a full view of the braso.
thank u for the back view though.

me and my sister's blue sno cone tongues

ÜÜÜdi nako VIRIGN.................... (sa UP FAIR)ÜÜÜ

2006-02-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

It was my first time to actually be in the UP FAIR. Nyahaha. Loser ser ser!!… anyhow.. I cannot say much kasi I was happy naman kahit andun kami sa kung saan yung “moshpit” or yung selective moshpit hehe.. nkakatrauma ng konti kasi prang mamatay na ata ako dahil natatamaan ako ng pawisin na boys na tuwang tuwa sa pagbunggo sa isa’t isa. Thank you talaga.

Ang galing hehe. Natuwa talaga ako. Hehe. Ang ayus ng 6 cycle mind hehe. Ang liit ni Ney.. hehe. I mean ang CUTE nia pala. Kasi maliit sha. Hi hi. I semi likey like him. 1% siguro hehe.

Ang galing ng Imago! Grabe! Tuwang tuwa naman ako maki sing ever! Ano ba!! Aia is soooo galing talaga!! Forever ba talaga siyang nagpe-peformance mode sa Anino? Hehe.. as in to the max ka aia!

Pedicab.. andun si mong. Ang kyut nia. Tapos ginugulo gulo nia ung buhok nia. I likey like him too J

Emcee: …madami pang bands ek ek….. anjan den ang matildah, chocolate hales- ngiii. Sugarfree, orange and lemons…

Me: BAKET WALANG ITCHYWORMSSS???????????? Arrrgghhhh. Hu hu hu. PISAY TAKE TWO NA ITO! Hu hu hu. Kasi naman 9pm na kami umalis sa house!! Hu hu hu tlga… ayoko naaaaaaaa.

Sino pa ba andun.. Andun den,,,,, teka iisipin ko.
Yung band na may lalaking kalbo na vocalist.

Death by tampons. Tama ba? Sorry sorry sorry tlga pero I was literally covering my ears when they were singing because as of my slight headache from all the pawis fumes around me and the yosi I was smelling was not enough, their voices sound like the Powerpuff Girls singing. Extreeemely ear-piercing I swear to god. Sorry baka like nio sila. Fun gurl band naman sila pero.. hehe.. nkakabingi yung boses nila L sorry forgive me. Literally brain damaging.

Matildah… umupo na ako sa field at UMIDLIP ako. As in literal na umidlip ako while holding on tightly to my bag. Gumising na lang ako nung giniling festival na.

Giniling festival was fun fun fun. Enrgyyyyyyyyy to the highest level talga. Ang kulit nia/nila.. siling giniling siling giniling…! Wahu!! Ang fun fun tlga nila super funny tlga.

Moonstar 88. ok lang. Maganda yung vocalist nila. At NAKA TUBE sha. Un lang. Hehe. Mas like ko yung isa. Yung dati. Si matangkad na may white na gitara.

BUT HUWEYT. Sino itong nakikita ko sa gilid na mga naka NECK TIE????? Na naka POLO?

Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. U guessed it right. Itchywormsss! Wahu!!!!! Ihartyu Kelvin!!!!! Aaaaa…….Naka red si Kelvin! Aaaa…. Ipinagpilitan ko na tlgang sha ang ka-valentine ko aaaaaaaa. WALANG KOKONTRA. Basta sha ang ka-valentiMes ko. Kasi andun sha an andun den ako. That actually is our UNOFFICIAL date. Wahuuu! Aaa.. naka red polo and white necktie si Kelvin aaa.. and red shades pa pala. Hayyy. Tuwang tuwa ako kasi KALA KO TLGA WALA NA SILA…. Hu hu. Tapos tapos tapos… hayyy… masaya nako. Super.

IHARTITCHYWORMS! Super duper mega over to the maximum level and everything to death!!!!!!!. Hay.

They sang noontime show, BEER and Akin ka na Lang.. awwww…
Sarap pakinggan ng guitar parts ni chino! Ayus! Ang galing!! AYLURVIT!

Pero shempre bakit naman ako magpe pay attention kay Chino eh si ka-valentine wearing red polo and red shades ang pinunta ko dun? Ayyy! KUMAKAPAL NA ANG FACE KO!Di naman,.,, tuwang tuwa lang tlga ko kasi all along tlga I thought finished na sila L napapadreamy look lang ako sa mga ganyang chuva. TAMA Na titigilan ko na.

Sugarfreewas uber funnn! Ebe was uber kapal hehe and uber lasing? Hehe. Mejo lang ata. Pamatay tlga yung sabi nia I luv u champ! ABSOLUTELY!!! He even said na nagdate kami ni champ kanina,, ginupitan ko pa nga sha ng buhok ,, tapos hinimas himas nia yung tenga ko….. ewww!! Kakaloka. Hehe.

Tapos while singing oooohhh ayoko ng magsorry.. uuuuuu sawa nakong magsisi..hinug nia si champ ng todo. As in hug mode sila ang kyut naman tapos tinapat niya yung mic at pinakanta nia kay bibo un pasesnsiya ka na.. mabilis lang ako matarantaaaa! Ang aliw tlgaÜÜÜ

Shempre H@LE na. Ayus naman. Hehe. They sang takeno, brokensonnet, kungwalaka and kahitpa. Nako, fineel ko tlga maki kanta dahil kanta mode tlga ako khit katabi ko yung moshpit at wala silang pakialam kay sa hale. Kahit pa sumisigaw yung nasa likod ko ng iluvyu champ! At nagtatago naman ako tuwing gagwin nia yun dahil simpleng nakakahiya lang tlga, mega sing parin ako. Makapal nako ngayon eh. Mejo na sad ako na walang too beee kasi favorite dreamy look song ko talaga yun… pero pano naman ako magdidreamy look kung puro pawisin ang nasa tabi ko?Kaya buti na lang den siguro na walang too bee. Hehe. Pero I likey like toooo bee sung live talga.Ü harts all over un eh. Dreamy look all over hehe.

Kamikaze naman. Ang gulo den nila. To the max! ayan nag ON nanaman ang moshpit. Kasi kanina naka OFF nung sa hale eh. Naka on na ulit. Ang gulo pala sa moshpit. Feeling mo tlga parang mamamatay ka na pag nalaglag ka. Parang ganun. Ang kyut tlga ng Narda.. aw… at bakit parang kamuka ni Rob Schneider yung vocalist ng Kamikaze? Hehe.

Umalis na kami. Aww. 2am ang curfew ko at may pasok pa bukas ineng! Di ko na napanood ang orange and lemons.. boo! I luv to see them sing live pa naman kasi ang galing din nilang mag live pag sa tv.

May next tym pa naman hehe.

And oh kakay! Thank u BAKLAAA for going to the UP Fair with me and for the support u gave me when I was forcing you to make sway sway sa beer he he. U gotta support me yah know!! I still can belive u though chino was Kelvin. Whhhuuut?? Baklang ito! Kung si ko pa sinabi un nkared di mo mlalaman! Hanu ba!!! Tapos sabi mo pa kamuka ni Paulo? Hellow?Ü im happy we are neighbors now! wahu! gimik everyday! ngii.. see u agen!ÜÜÜ and nga pala,, the PIC,, its sooooo 2004... ewness! hehe.

BANI's TOP TEN TRIVIAS

2006-02-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Bani!

Red Bani at night, shepherd's delight. Red Bani at morning, shepherd's warning.
Medieval knights put the skin of Bani on their sword handles to improve the grip.
The Vikings believed that the Northern lights were caused by Bani as she rode out to collect warriors slain in battle!
If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about Bani.
Scientists have discovered that Bani can smell the presence of autism in children.
Humans share over 98 percent of their DNA with Bani!
The Eskimos have over fifty words for Bani.
Bani can sleep for three and a half years.
The canonical hours of the Christian church are matins, lauds, prime, terce, sext, none, Bani and compline!
It takes 8 minutes for light to travel from the Sun's surface to Bani.

number 2 is kind akadiri.. my skin? ano ito? chicharon?

number 4 is super cute. hehe. if ur ear itches hehe. ang galing! (hala cge pagpauto!!)

number 5 is extremely FUNNY. if i can smell autism in children, then why didnt wasnt i able to to smell mine? or my dad's? (well cus he's older than me dba??) or mcjo's na lang?? dba?

number 8 is I LIKE. i wanna be able to sleep and WAKE UP even after 300 years of sleeping. i wonder how tall i will be if i slept for 300 years??

number 9 is sooo ME. canonical? Christian? Church? ha ha ha. gotta go tell that to my momü

number 10 is sooooo SOSHAL. Planet mode! yess....

bday--ing

2006-02-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

grit nio ko

BDAY KO NGAYON!üüü

klung matalino kayo kilala niyo kung sino may bday today.

ü

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!!!!

KWENTO LATER

2006-01-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

MAMAYA NA KWENTO.

NYAHAHAHA.

PERS TAYM KITA b**g!3!!!!!!!!!!!

nyahaha. ito na kaya ang simula ng pagkapal ng face ko???? nyahaha.

kahit panget ako sa pic. kyot ka naman so ok lang ü nyahaha. tama na.

well....ü

o eto eto na ang chismiax ko dyan ü
si b**gie yan from Kjwan and Dicta License. Maraming may cras sa kanya so i just had to go check him out also. and i was not disappointed becasue he PLAYED good and LOOKED goodü

i saw na pala him before pa sa greenbelt nagyoyosi ata anu beh.

anyhoo, VARIETY SHOW NG PHILIPPINE SCIENCE (PISAY) AT XET ANG SOSHAL NG MGA BANDS NA PPNTA DUN LECHE!!!
*SPONGECOLA
*STONEFREE
*ITCHYWORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*BROWNMAN REVIVAL
*KJWAN
*KAPATID
*CHICOSCI
*GINILING FESTIVAL (na di ko kilala)
*BULALAKAW (na di ko ren kilala)

sa awa ng dyos LATE kami umalis sa house kase si PAPA eh pinagligpit pa kami ng mga kwarto-- thanks a lot tlga dahil DI LANG NAMAN NAMEN NAABUTAN ANG SPONGECOLA AND STONEFREE!!!!! ARGH!!!!

so we were left with kjwan, chicosci.. in fairness una yung bulalakaw and giniling festival hehe.

xet! set na ng itchyworms nung dumating kami! anu baaah!!! huhu. gs2 ko tlgang mamatay! xet!!!! i labyu kelvin!!!!!!! mas matangkad pa ata ako sayu kelvin pero ilabyu paren!!!!! xet ka!!!!

ayun. kjwan na next. cute naman tlga si ano. hehe. ayun. galing nia mag gita-gitara. i mean ok naman hehe.

after ng set nila eh di lumabas na kami. bumuli kami ng sangkatutak na twister fries dahil bwiset na bwiset na bwiset ako tlga dahil wala na. wala na tlga. leche!!

at wait.. sino itung padating... xettttt si b00gie!! xet!!!! kasabay nia maglakad sina marc abaya and the rest of kjwan. xet! asa likod sha! nahuhuli sha. eh biglang DINUMOG MODE si marcc.. eh di nagslow down sha tapos XETXET!!!! nagstay sha sa may bandang tinatayuan namen! XET!!!!!!!!!

me: uhm excuse me pede magpapicture?
sha: o, SURE!
me, pose pose nakong ganyan sa tabi nia ekek.

*CLICK
- ang di ko naman mawari ay kung baket hinaharap ko sa kanya yung fone as if to SHOW HIM what our pic looks like bah.. parang ewan

BLURRED!!!!!!!! Xet!!!!!

me: awwww… its blurred… ONE MORE?????
Sha: okay.

*CLICK
- pinakita ko nanaman sa kanya yung pic. This time ok na.

Me: ayan. Its ok na. THANKS!!

Alis.

Xeeet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PERSTAYM KUNG MAGING FANGIRL MODE XET!!!! ANU BAH!!!!!!!!

KAHIT KAY BIBO DI NAMAN AKU NAKIKIPIC NUH!

PERO NYAHAHA…

Bat anlaki nia? Hirapan aku ilapit yung face ko sa kanya para magkasha kami sa pic noh! Anu bah. Pero hehe. Kinilig ako ng konti kasi nice naman pala sha. I mean dba? Ako lang tlga yung nagiisang lumapit sa kanya. Inantay nia kasi si marc eh antagal den so parang nauna naren sha. Tapos nakita pa namen sha after that kasi bumalik pa sha tapos ayun dumaan sha ulit sa may amin. Xet!!!

An galing kasi nalaman ko na capable ako of being makapal ang making papicture sa mga “artists” tulad ni mama. Nyahaha.

Ang galing lang kasi dba?

Wala tlga sa hinagap ko na makikifan girl ako ever.

I stand by my word pa naman when I said I will never have my pic. Taken with Bibo. Pero k lang si b00gie naman un eh. Pero I stand by what I said na di pa cgro ako handa na makipic with bibo kasi.. kasi baka mag pass out ako tapos di nia ko saluhin. Jowk!!!!!

Kyut pala sha! Nyahaha. 26 na sha. Xet. Di pang MFEO! Pang kuya mode lang xet!!!!

Ok lang den un kasi di naman na cgro kami magkikita ulit kasi di naman ako fan kjwan hehe. Ng Dicta pa cgro pero ng kjwan prang di mashado. Si p0ch0y kyut den! Xet! Ayun ang MFEO 23 un eh. Xet. At major talino daw. At major bait. Major everything. Haayy.. im kinda liking him na. Xet.

Wagi ako.

Ito na nga ba ang simula ng pagiging makapal ko> xet! Sana maging makapal nako! Xet! Hehe. Anu itu? Excited???

Ito lang ang msasabi ko. Hehe.

Ü

qt on the (12th) street

2006-01-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

Flash report!!!!!!!!!

Shet shet shet.

Alam ni ba? C QT on the Street??? Hay nakooo! Nakita ko sha nung January 7!!!!!!!!! Alam nio kung saan?

NAGLALAKAD LANG NAMAN SA STREET NAMEN.

TAKE NOTE. Sa 12th avenue sha naglalakad. Nilampasan nia yung terminal ng tricycle! Naglakad lang sha from the kanto papasok ng 12th. Ibigsabihin, MALAPIT lang sha kaya naglalakad sha. Chaka isa pa, kung di sha taga 12, eh bat papasok sha ng 12? I mean duh!??!?!? Kung tga 10th sha eh di dapat sa 1oth sha naglalakad. Dba? Common sense please maan.

Kasi naman nasa tryk ako nung tym na un kasi imimeet ko si Jan sa Metrobank. Nasa tryk ako tapos naglalakad sha… as in nakita ko shaaa. Grabe sabi ko sa manong..

Manong tama na po bababa na po ako.. crush ko po un naglalakad! Babayad na po ako!!

HALA? Ano ito?? May eksena pa kao dun leche.

SHEEEETT. I feel kilig! Yuck arte!

I feel ewan actually. Kasi kinda felt like I wanted to make him sunod habang papaok sha sa 12 pero alangan naming iwana ko si jan? isa pa, nasa kanto na nga ako tapos babalik nanaman ako? Anong klaseng brain damage naman kaya yun dba???

Pero shet. Naloloka na tuloy ako ngayon kasi I sooooo have to know kung saan sha sa 12! Grrrr..

Ui ui ui. Sana Makita ko sha ulit! Sana talaga!!!!!!! Aaaaarrrrhhggggg!!!!

xmas and nu year is RED, red, RED.

2006-01-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

Xmas was okay.
New year was okay.

Mama was sick on Christmas Eve. She didn’t go with us on our Xmas eve mass. Too bad. She didn’t have her picture taken either. God we don’t have ANY single picture with mama on xmas eve/day.

All I did was drink and scream my heart out during parties. And drink again.
Ang saya kasi as in like alcohol mode talaga kaming anim. Lalo na yang si Margaret na yan.

Mind you, Margaret is just 12 years old and she drinks as much as I do at never shang tinatamaan. Di yan namumula at di ren sumasakit ang ulo. Born 2 be alcoholic yahu!! =*)

We drank flavored lambanog and vodka. And oh.. GIN pa pala. How can I forget my stupidity with that gin.

POTA. As in namula, nahilo, na allergy at lahat na ako dyan sa GIN na yan!! gr tlgaaaaaaah! Screw Martin. Screw him big time. Aarghh!!!

Kasi sabi namin- go!! vodka sprite and orange juice. Eh di ayan. Cge inom

Sabi namin- bakit kaya pumapait pag may orange juice? Siguro may ibang chemical reation ang vodka pag may orange juice kasi di naman normally vodka orange juice- normally vodka sprite.. eh di cge..

Hinde eh. Hindi tlaga. Pumapait tlga. Lasang yung pang-soshal na juice. Yung parang pure orange juice? Yung parang nabibili sa Duty Free? Ganon.

Sabay dating si martin. Sabi ko pa tlga
Mart bat ubos na yung isan gbottle na gin? Inubos mo? Asan na?
NAKAHALO SA ORANGE JUICE.

(check out the GIN BOTTLE, ORANGE JUICE, SPOON and BASO)

ANAK NG……..!#!@#&!^$*!%^$#&$#*&$*(&%#)(%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hu hu hu. Kaya naman pala pumapait pag nilalagyan namen ng orange juice. Sana lang nalaman ko kaagad para di nako namula ng todo. As in sobbrrrang pula ko tlga. At men, was I sooo hilong hilo can I just say?

Grabe! Gusto k shang PATAYIN! As in mahilo hilo tlga ko. Kala ko nga for a while mamamatay nako noh.

Gago tlga yun. Gr!!!!!!!!!!!

Yan na naknockout tuloy ako ng wala sa oras. Leche! New year na new year.

Bakit nung lambanog ang vodka okay naman ako. La laaang. Rosy Cheeks mode lang. Bakeeet??

Tapon na lahat ng gin sa mundo.

Tulad nga ng sabi sa gin at sinabi ko last year.

BILOG (SIGURO) ANG MUNDO

KASI UMIIKOT ANG MUNDO KO.

Lecheng gin yan.

HAPPY NU YEAR EVERYONE!

the buzz! :)

2006-01-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. may nakakalokang kaming ginawa ni lelet. Hehe.
Ang galing!
Nakakatawa/nakakatuwa.

Nyahaha. Hmm.. sundot mode. Chismosa mode. The buzz mode.

Well.. ayus ayus ayus.

Dapat tinodo na namen. Tsktsk.

Next time. =*)

Save some for later.

Kung sabagay. Save some for later nga.

nyahaha 30 more minutes and im soo gone (for the year)

2005-12-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

nyahahaha.
30 mins na lang dadating na sundo ko! yahu!!!

ayan na ayan na nafifeel ko na...

hmmmm..

antagal!!!!!!

salamat sa lahat ng mga nice people na na encounter ko dito sa alam nio na. salamat sa pagiging patiens sa akin at dahil lab nio ako kahit 1%. alam ko yun. kahit di tayo nag uusap at di ren naman kasi ako nagsasalita, alam ko lab nio ren ako kahit 1%.

hehe.

next week,,

ako lang daw mag-isa. wala sila. wala pa or wala na. whatever happens, salamat paren. hehe. kaya ko to. kaya ni yan. k lang yan. ganyan tlga. smile!

~maan

tagal ng sundo!!!

txt mode

2005-12-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

Merry xmas din *toot* - Rani (xmas greeting with her, voluntarily calling me *toot*)

Tapos umalis na ko kc nasusuka na ko s dami ng nayosi ko, pakshet! Nkakabanas! Parang gagu talaga ung ending!- Carissa (describing how her hanging out moment with istarbak boy ended- with her having to leave cause she was sooooo nasusuka na. What a shameful way to end a kilig moment.. nyahaha shame on you lola!!!)

Dragonesa! Mery Christamas! Mis U! – Tita Rachelle/Dragonesa (tita’s xmas greeting to meeee!! Di ko sha tinawag na dragonesa ah! Awww… she remembers our dragonesa mode!!! And she misses me! Yihee.. hehe. God I miss them!)

Cge2 I’ll greet yah a HappyHappy bday :)- Orange (me forcing him to greet me on my birthday- sorry po. Once a year lang naman bday ko eh. Oo na, pinilit ko sha,. Nyeta)

Good morning anak. Hope youll be fine and happy. Love you. – mama (awwwwww. txt from my uber notso vocal mom when I went to our first workshop in Laguna- when I was soooo stressed. Pressured and is almost on the verge of a brain damage. Hay i lurve mama)

Yan lang na save ko sa isang buong taon. Kainis.

Next year I will save it na talaga.

LAST DAYYYYYYY!!!!!!

2005-12-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

Nyahahahaha. I sooooo survived my 4 months. Last day today!!!! Yahu!!!
God I cant believe I lived my life with bringing baon and not speaking to anyone. Sticking with my bosses and doing all the TA and non TA stuff I need to do.

Hay I soo thank God for helping me survive this experience because I really had a hard time coping- and I still am having an uneasy time but I slowly am opening to people and getting used to all the boljak and the pressures that come with working here.

At dahil last day na… wala lang. Last day na. 60 days na lang and im gone! Yahu!

Happy new year frends! =*)
LURVE YOU ALL!!

Merry Xmas!

2005-12-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LURVE YAH ALL!!!!!

OFFICIALLY MISSING OFFICE =*)

2005-12-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

leo and bani! =*)

check out the red face and the abnormal eyes anu beh!

awww.... missing the REAL DRAGONESA. lurve u tita rachelle!!

lunod mode

umepekto ang pagpapacute ko dito dahil nakita ko si xtian ng day na 'to. at take note pareho kaming naka BABY BLUE. xtian is LURve tlga. naman!!!!

. : : A YEAR AFTER :: .

trabaho

trabahoo

at TRABAHOOOOOOOOO

oh, and did i mention TRABAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO??

makipagsoshalan naman kayo sa Windows '98 pc ko! anu beh! go show some LURVE naman!

ui pero maganda sa PAWB ha! maganda yung park promise! at can i just say na di ko pa naiikot yung buong park after 4mos. of being there.

one of the RARE moments na may panahon akong i-MOMENT ang SARILI ko at NGUMITI

di ako nagbago anu beh. may bangs lang ako this time around. MATABA pa rin ako. at madami parin ang pimples ko. dati may xtian hehe. ngayon... uh.. =*) kahit sino na lang. mamimili ako sa MGA soj ko. nyahaha.

ui

MERRY XMAS (ui xmas?) sa inyo!

wait.

can i just share na TODAY is our last day? like dec. 23 2005? i can't believe they still make PEOPLE work on the 23rd. d@mm!t! at ang party namen! ..... party. ;(

i miss this

2005-12-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

miss ko na maging ganito.
Lord penge po ng dreamy look moment please?

BANI's Random Thoughts on a CHILLY thursday morning

2005-12-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

This is so outrageous. Imagine, I have pasok until Friday? My gOD!! As in I soo cannot believe that I will not have any xmas vacation kahit “FAKE” xmas vacation? Goodness! And take note, wala paren akong December salary so… wala tlga kong xmas. TRABAHO MARAMI BAKET?

Xmas na ba?? Well well well,, if XMAS were here then I could’ve kinda chuva felt xmas. Ano daw??

1- nababanas ako sa mga BFF ko (as in honestly) kasi di kami natuloy nung Tuesday. Asar kasi heller? Planned na yun noh. Tapos sa gateway lang naman un. Grr.. tlga. Bahala kayo sa buhay nio. War tayo. Bleh.

2- May nangyaring MAHIWAGA saken kahapon. As in Mejo nkakahya tlga pero nakalusot naman ako kahit papano. (cannot give out full details because may makakakita dyan sa may right ko banda tsktsk) cge.. teka pano ba. Boyfrend issue-titas making asar to seatmate-me making hirit about seatmate being taken na (aside from the obvious fact na di sha kyut at ayaw ko sa kanya)-people laughing-me pahiya.

3- Di kaya MFEO kami ni Jericho Rosales? Nyahaha. Kasi ba naman diba… nakita ko sila ni heart una sa Davao Airport,, nagpapicture pa nga ang nanay ko (utang na loob) eh di ayan. Ka-gwapo ni Jericho ano ba?? Tapos naman sa Starbucks-Greenbelt. Ang SIKIP talalga nung Friday as in hellish ang init sa loob at ang sikip tlga. Major. At nung pagpasok ko,, may big boy na naka-major harang sa daanan ko. Sabi ko talaga, EXCUSEE ME. At!!!!!!! Goshness! Si JERICHO ROSALES NANAMAN!!! Hala. Nahiya ako bigla! Yikes! Yun pala inaantay nia ata si Heart na kuhanin yung inorder niyang fud kasi I saw him na may hawak na na fud and coffee. Anyhow, MFEO siguro kami ni Jericho nyahaha.. OR BAKA NI HEART?

4- 60 DAYS na laaaaang!!!!!!! And I am sooooo OUTTA HERE! Shet excited nako! As in!! isang challenge na lang ang kailangan kong harapin at ito ang NATIONAL CONSULTATION. 100 lang naman ang targeted participants namen kaya hello?? Invite to death nanaman ang beauty ko nito. Mejo takot nako kasi ang dami nun nakakaoverwhelm. Hala tinatakot ko ang sarili ko. May pagkabaliw ako eh.

5- May naiisip akong sobRRang kakaiba pero bawal I share. Di ko alam yung mafifeel ko eh. Hmm. Ano kaya? Hehe kasi prang di naman kasi tlga ako ganun kaya dba?? Pero parang feel mo na sana ganun ka den. Hehe. Pero hinde ren kasi if I really wanted to be like that, I will be. (LABO) Pero dba? If that was one of the things that I soo want in life, then I would’ve worked out a plan that would lead me to being someone like that. While I haven’t decided as to what I want to become with regards to that thing, I will be contented with being like this. Wala lang. ALIKABOK sa gitna ng maraming tao.

6- In relation to number 5, I cannot get over the fact kasi eh. Di ren, naisip ko lang cgro kasi kakaiba eh. Iba talga yung feeling ko. Prang,, di ren. Di kasi eh. Parang kahit pilitin kong isipin di talaga ako ganun. (alam ko naming walang makakagets saken sa chika na ito pero basta ok?) yun nga. Na realize ko na kung ayaw ko pala, ayaw ko. (Malamang) pero,, may ganun pala noh? Parang di mo alam kung gusto mo o hinde. Parang.. STILL UNDECIDED ka tapos lahat sila naka decide na kaya naiwan ka na tuloy sa kawalan na walang kasama at nag iisa. Maghahanap ka na lang ng isa pang STILL UNDECIDED para frends kayo at magsama ang mga kachuvahan ng utak niyo. Ang galling lang den kasi may one out of 1,000 na STILL UNDECIDED sa mundo hehe. Ang galing kasi sa gitna ng pagiging alikabok mo, may isa pang alikabok na dadating para samahan kang MAGPAKA-ALIKABOK.

7- Ang galing noh?.

8- Malapit nakong mainis ng sobra sa Windows ’98 computer ko. Malapit na tlga. Grabe. The kabagalan is shameful. As in shame one you windows 98 computer with cartoon network stickers! As in yurk to the highest level. Grabe! Lord! Di ko na alam gagawen ko sa computer ko kasi ambagal talaga. Parang grrrrr. Yun lang

9- Hay mag eend na ang year. Sabi nila wala paren akong boylet (boylet lang) wag frend. Ayoko ng frend. Dahil magiging enemies kayo pag nag away kayo. Nyahaha. Pero shet.. di ko pa naiisip yun! Patay! I mean shempre pag napapanood mo sa movie parang aww.. sana ako ren.. pero.. pag if I think looong ang harrd about it, I am bound to believe that I still don’t feel like I need a boy right now. Or maybe at the back of my mind I am waiting for one boy. Huwat? Did I actually write that?

10- Maybe I already have a boylet in mind and I am soo waiting for him but he never will girlette me. Ay. Parang sad ata yun. HiNde,, erase erase. What I mean is maybe I’m just waiting for a boylet like him (the boylette hu will not girlette me) dba? Siguro naman may isa pang boy na parang sha. Kahit parang sha na lang. Kahit di kasing funny nia. Or kahit sana Di nalang kasing BATA nia. Yung parang matanda version nia. IMPROVED version nia sana. Mga 23 years old parng ako .. oops. Hehe. Mfeo mode. 23 years old mode. Matanda mode. Pero sana sha na lang kasi I kinda like him talaga. Pero pano yan, ONCE a year lang kami nagkikita?

11- Si BUDOY (? Tama ba?) sa Junior Kilat, haha. Kabarkada ng cousin ni Jan- best frend ko. Nakaktawa na ang kyut. Si marv kasi taga Cebu sha pero hes here now,, basta nakakatawa kasi barkada mode pala sila ni Budoy tapos sabi nia ang lakas daw ng trip nun chaka ang lakas den mag… puff the magic dragon. Hehe (wala nakong maisip na term) ang funny lang kasi tawang tawa talga sha while telling it to me. Sabi nia pa..
Marv- ate jan kilala mo si budoy? (hindi daw) eh bani ikaw kilala mo si budoy? Sa Jr. Kilat
Bani- haha.. oo! Tawang tawa kami ng brother ko sa kanya. Nkakaloka sha.
As in tinanong nia tlga ko kung kilala ko ba daw si budoy. In ferness majo kilala ko sha kasi sha yung kumakanta sa Jr. kilat nga. May show pa daw sha sa Cebu na parang nag-fefeature/iinterview daw sha ng mga small businesses tapos basta nakakatawa daw tlga. I even asked him ganun ba tlga sha kasi prang kakaiba sha. Hehe. Sabi ni OO daw. Nye. For real? Ang funny daw tlga nun. Kakaloka. Barkada mode pala sila.

12- LEARN FROM THIS

13- WADDAFUCK TLGA. I'M STILL SICK

HUGSSSS!

2005-12-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give dragonesa more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

walang kwenta

2005-12-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

walang kwenta

=*)

ai
ai
ai

excited for later!!!!!

gateway mode!

nako sana lang yung mga BFF ko dyan sa tabi tabi magpunta.

umayos sana kayo.

c u later! =*)

visiting Dec. 2004

2005-12-15T12:45:00.000+08:00

Dec. 13, 2004

BLOGGERING HAS BEEN A LUXURY TO ME BEC. OUR LINE HAS BEEN CUT

I am trying to write something for my blog right now. I actually do not know what to write because I have SOOO MUCH to write about. Like ubos na ren energy ko kaya nakakatamad magsulat lam mo un.

Ganito na lang. nung Monday late ako for flag cerem. It rained hard so there was no exercise. Haha wagi ito. My officemates were busy teasing me again to every voylet in the floor. No fun. Kasi naman mejo naka strike 2 sila saken. Basta something about me asking for a4 and tita making asar me to fly. Wala lang. then b4 lunch doctora asked me to assist blu in making something- which later on turned out to be something that both complicated us. He was even kinda smiling when he told me tulungan moko ha.. im like cge later.. okay pa naman eh. Lunch na daw muna,, tapos ang gulo na magulo kasi sha. Basta di kami nagkakaintindihan.

Haha kakay found out the surname of batchoi harhar “B” ren yaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkk kung alphabetical order magkasunod lang ang names namen like yuck to the maximum amount! And like he was all over the place and like I do not want to be around him soo much like basta he has an unpleasant aura. Yuck tlga.

Tuesday was okay- ata. Actually di ko maalala pero feel ko lang okay lang naman. Parang ano bah… ah okay we went to see Karla for her concert rehearsal. May kinda big part sha in Fairview at grabe ang galling nila grabe tlga! Grabe galling si tita cathy galling also super! They had their rehearsal in the 8th floor pa- in front of the gym. And uhm,, yeah I was suddenly surprised when I saw BATCHOI and I was like all alone at that time because kakay and leo went to the cr. Well they kinda saw the 3 blind mice pala outside even b4 they entered the area. They were greeted daw by fly.. ganon? While blu was making slight kulit and bachoi- was miraculously speechless haha buti naman matakot ka kapal mO! I even saw his OIL pigness lying down while yuck basta YOBAB okay???

Wednesday.. major kaasaran itoh! Like tita f visited us sa area namen and like I was telling her bout kakay and fly. And kakay made hirit that I was frendshiping the YOUNG ones wel including blu of cors.. im like di po totoo yun.. at di naman sha mashadong pumunta sa table ni Paulo at kinausap sha at tinuro ako,l, jusme! Kakahiyah! Grabehan! At pala batchoi was so ingay that morning I do not know why but he was sooo godam ingay! Like he was telling his frend POL about the dalaga anak of a tita here. While the other tita said na prng baket sha eh di na sha pwede or prng taken na sha to that effect.. yuck tlga si batchoi. haha kapagod grabe major. Like we went to caloocan. I think its my first tym to actually go to caloocan well commuting itoh. I do not want to think about things soooooo much but I was so in xmas mode while waiting for the southbound mrt like I was looking for him across and around the area. I looked to my left AND!!!!!!!!!!! No it was not him it was BLU. My gahhhdd! Bakit?????? Like that time na kaagad? Like ngayon na ngayon na kung kelan xmas mode ako?? Kakai was calling him di sha tumitingin, abah! I was kapal enough naman to call him ng malakas so I said HI paolO,, =*) wave ng kamay- yuck kakahiya itoh, prng sa Tondo ata sha uwi,, ata malay ko semi-pipi ata sha eh prng si gary. We even said byebye to him before going for the elevator- which was also quite confusing for us because we did not push any button so we were like back to where we were- gets ba?? Ha! Excited?? Haha he was still at our back in the lrt na pero I did not tell them kasi,, ha! I don’t think I will risk my dignity just for that only for them to make me asar jusko di na ren. Kakai was kinda sad? Kasi she wanted to friendship paolo pa naman daw.. ha! Aasarin niyo lang ako wag na lang noh. I will keep it to myself nalang.

We met Karla’s kagawad admirer hihi,, mej kakaloka nga sha. Like 200 times na mas better at mas di nakakatakot si batchoi grabe parang nagging thankful tuloy ako bigla na si batchoi eh ubod lang ng kulit at hindi SCEYRee.. maryowsep! Grabe niloloko pa nila siya kay karla like kakaalis lang daw niya saying di niya naabutan. As in I cant believe he bought naman the idea. Grabe may kakulangan nga siya like in one body part.. basta somewhere sa head? Pero pagkakita mo palang sa kanya parang MahahaRrass ka na lam mo un. Anyway. Ayun mej matagal pala yun. Like major lakad ng lakad. In fairness grabe ang ganda nung areah ha! Like grabe puro lights itoh! Like may isang area pa na ang ganda nung lights as in puro lights sa taas! Like boyfriend??? Parang ganun,, grabe feel na feel ko tgla maglakad dun harhar.. as in ha! Basta we will be back for the final judgement daw. At nga pala kagawad-admirer was asking us if karla and her are bagay. We told him that they will be if he treats us to Bangkok harhar.. mukang bibigay na ata grabe sabi namen ONE MONTH. Sabi niya grabe naman daw pero ayus lang sa kalye ng Thailand nalang daw siya titira harhar.. jusko po! All for the love of Karla ba itoh? Wawa naman kasi feling crush ng bayan daw sha sa barangay eh.. ganon? Like crush ng mga ALIKABOK?

Thursday. Ha! MY DAY HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN UPON SEEING A GUY WEARING YELLOW LEANING TOWARDS THE WALL with one foot up (like waiting for someone pero ang saya parang waiting for,,,,, me? =*)) haha kapal nako ngayon in fairview my eyes like fixated on him the whole time I was walking because I cant fully recognize him like prng di pla tlg sha kyut??? Ganon.. I was trying to find out if it was him or not prang duh di ko kasi memorize yung muka niya davah? Like I even asked him bakit anjan ka. And like in his slyt antipatiko voice he said may inaantay ko,, im like owkeeyy.. bakit ganon parang kong GUILTY? Nkakahiya haha prang nkakatawang nkakahiya hihi.. lahat na ata pinatulan para lang kiligin graba!

Pero… ang gulo kasi parang na BOTHER tlga ko sa yellow polo nya. Like so bothering lang. prang nagging xmas sha for ONE SECOND. Cge 5 minutes. Prang mailabas ko lang lahat ng KILIG ko for xmas pwde na rn. Pero nabother tlga ko. Prng ay grabe Bagay Den YELLOW SA KANYA.. GANON????????

Sa awa ng diyos, nag cr ako at kinausap ko si kakay. Sabi nga wag bigya ng meaning ang mga bagay bagay dahil GANON LANG TLGA YUN. Prang wag ipilit na maging speyshal ang meaningless na bagay. TAMA. Ano ba naman yang yellow na yan? Eh kay xmas yan dba? So what kung nka yellow sha??? Sha ba si xmas? Hinde. O anong ibig sabihin nun? Eh di WALA. Yun ganon ka simple. (eh,,, ewan ko bah) para lang masaya dibah? Anyway, yun nga bale naliwanagan naman na ako at buti naman pag pasok ko eh nka bLUE shirt na sha.. wala ng pakiramdam. Hanggang DAMIT lang pala ako. Thank u lord! Well later on he changed into the (read: THEE) uniform so wala na tlga like totally 0% na. grabe no factor na tlgah. Ash ehn. Thank u lord.

Kakai just cut some of my hair harhar.. di ko magets kung ano gnawa nia pero so far ayus pa naman.. bale nagpa bangs ako sa kanya like yeah.. Its exactly 2:00 p.m and I can see a guy wearing YELLOW in front of me,, no kilig just happy to see that someone is in yellow. Pramis yun lang. alangan naming H.D- hin ko siyah davah??di na ren. Dami ko ng pahiya sa kanya eh harhar..

Mamaya kami mangangarir sa pagiging usherette himfurness… sana fun mamaya chka sana di kami magkamali sa mga officials na yan dahi di naming sila lahat kilala grabe bka mmya niyan magkanda lito lito kame harhar patay tlga tayo niyan!!!! Sana tlga ayus lang. we will also order food from Kenny Rogers for them. Sana we don’t actally turn out to be the P.As of the choir because that basically is not our job.

Kakay is currently having problems with what Mr. Ongpin is asking her to do. Aside from the fact that she cannot understand his handwriting, she also cannot understand his grammar and what he really wants to say. Like sir?? Are u with us??? Sir?? Earth to martin!!!

Yeahhh,, there. Actually I also remembered the CP cousin of Karla haha.. grabe sarap tlga Makakita ng kyut. Maiba lang ang atmosphere mo basta hindi nka unfirom okay na.. prang xmas? I mean kasi sha dba nka casual. Kahit baduy ayus lang. kahit maliit ayus lang. at dahil kyut sha, walang walang problema saken un. In ferness to Karla’s cousin, he is tall and he is maputi. Hes cute.

At this moment, Kakay is sleeping under my table and suddenly ARTURO SAN MIGUEL arrives.. whoaah!! Patay. Oh eto namang loka loka lumabas prang ewan. Eh di nalaman nung tao. Josku!
2:30 pm. Just came from the c.r. had my hair fixed. I told kakai that while we were using the fone on the other “island” tita F was kinda making asar fly nanaman with me,, ashush si tita lahat nalang! And kakai made a call using their fone and she was like saying na dapat ako ang asarin always dahil mabilis daw ako mamula- haha walangya totoo yun ha! Bakit kaya ako madaling mamula? Cgo dahil sa pimples. Or dahil tlgang naapektohan naman ako,, eh bakit ba eh mahiyain ako? Im shy kasi eh harhar.. pwede n b un?

Friday- taranta in the morning taranta in the afternoon. someone was wearin ORANGE for christs sake. muka na tlga kong damit.

makulay ang buhay ni bani kahit walang soj

awww... sarap magbasa ng previous posts. hahaha. kakamiss naman toh.
pero hinde tapos na 'to eh.

magpasalamat tayo sa mga taong ginawang makulay(maliban sa BLUE) ang mmda life ko/namen. salamat dahil nalaman ko na mas matitino kayong nilalang kesa sa kung asan ako.

Merry Xmas!

(miss ko naren pala c xmas nyahahahaha! our mrt moments. jusko!)

i-post ko kaya isaisa ang xmas moments ko?? wala sa blog yu eh kasi wala pa akong blog nung kinakarir ko c xmas.. nakasave lang sa cellphone ko. nyahaha ayus!!

i guess i just miss 2004.

U.V.W.X.Y.Z

2005-12-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

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U-Z
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nye. hala.

hindi A? eh C? di ren??

U
V
W
Y
Y
Z

eh ang konti lang ng mga tao na may names that start eith that?!?!??!??!?!??!

grrr...

pero wait!!!!

Jan! Martin! Niña! hmmm... hehe..

V daw oh!!

hala!!!!

may gerang magaganap!

har har har.. tsk tsk pano yan?

in fairness iniisip ko kung sinong mga tao kilala ko na nagsastart sa letters na yan yung name.. wala akong maisip.

well yung V lang. ui...

MFEO?

yellowlgreenlpurplelredlpinklorange

2005-12-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

i promised myself that i will blog everyday. hahaha.

well.. hehe..

now i dont know what to write.

hihi..

the title pala..

the color of my gumball bracelet- totoong gum.

nyorks

GVs are good for mornings

2005-12-14T06:08:00.000+08:00

gvs are good for mornings and for people who soo lack sleep. i lurve gvs. baket may gv 2? har har. tae.

GV

2005-12-14T06:05:00.000+08:00

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GV2???????????????

2005-12-14T06:02:00.000+08:00

10 ways to tell if he likes YOU.

2005-12-13T03:59:00.000+08:00

10 ways to tell if he likes you.

1. he/she waits for you in the hallway- kaiiii hallway daw!!! remember? hehe..

2. he/she says hi to you everytime he sees you- naku naku naku. hi bani!

3. he/she smiles whenever he see you- ?

4. he/she walks slow when your with him- orange walks fast PAST me. boo!

5. he/she plays with your hands and trys to hold them- ?

6. he/she im's you when you're online- friendster message.. pwede!

7. he/she asks you to go places with him/her- ?

8. his/her friends ask you if you like them- well his frend who happens to be my ___ asks me

9. his/her friends point at you when there with them- nah.

10. he/she just happens to always be staring- =*) hala. ako ata ito. staring? DREAMY LOOK MODE ITO.

23 nako at pwede nakong mag ASAWA kung gugustuhin ko pero.....

2005-12-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

im bani

im 23 years old

i work for UNDP- PAWB-DENR

i have A CURFEW

i am not allowed to WATCH TV

how COOL is that?

shet sha.

hmmmm...

2005-12-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

hihihi

its all dianne's fault.

now im having a semi attachment to the past again. hehe. pero di ren. as if naman mahihirapan akong makalimutan un. actually ang saya nga eh hehe.. napapasmile ako. =*) add to that napapadreamy look den ako. hala na.

hehe lalaaannng. ang galing. pero kahit ngayon ko isipin, yung build up ng events that lead to that "moment", di pa rin ako nagsisisi na didedma ko si bibo kasi talagang kaka BWESET siya at that time. i'm sorry pero di talaga kasi ako natutuwa sa kanya nung time na yun.

wala lang. lagi ko namang sinasabi yun eh. na kahit pa ata maulit yung moment na yun, ganun paren ang gagawen ko dedma paren. cge cge fine, may 1% smile or acknowledgement. or may OO na lalabas sa bibig ko or SURe! (plastic!)

yun lang. naisip ko lang bigla. kasi naman ang bata, ayaw basahin ang nobela ko. gs2 kwento coming straight from me.

PERO WAIT

may correction lang ako.
di ko kiniclaim na nagpapapansin sha saken dahil CRUSH/LIKE nia ko ha.
all im saying is ANG PAPANSIN NIA.
pwedeng namang dahil

1- dahil ako lang ang di pumapansin sa kanya
2- dahil ako lang magisa at that time
3- dahil it seems like i am in a do-not-distract-me MOde s0 he NEEDS to distract me
4- dahil naloka sha dahil sila dun ang ingay at AKO.. nag iisa at tahimik, such a lonely loser/loner
5- dahil WALA LANG. ganun lang tlga sha. PAPANSIN.

bottom line is
ANG PAPANSIN NIA
and i kinda
HATE THAT

sori bibo yoko tlga sa mga papansin.
ayaw.

dedicated to my sojs and Ssojs

2005-12-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

We all deserve someone like this...

Find a guy who
calls you beautiful
instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on
him,

who will
stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy
who kisses your
forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when
you are in your
sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends

Wait for the one who
is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about
you and how lucky
he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his
friends and says,
"...That's her."

awww..

SOJssssssssss

2005-12-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

magthank u tayo kay god kasi 2 straight weeks nakong ume- SOJ!

thank u po lord! =*) si arvin, si orange, si bibo, si kyuti on the street.

IMAJIN????????????????????? ang saya naman! hehe ang fun fun fun!!!! yahu!!!

la lang natutuwa ako kasi may SSOJ nako. la lang kahit TEMPORARY SOJ lang ayus na ren shempre di ko naman sila lahat pwdeng makasama ng matagal taga pero happy pa ren ako kasi may momentsssss ako na masaya kahit minsan lang sa isang linggo har har. pwedeng pwede na yun why not?? hehe..

cge cge cge.

si arvin kasi
nagulat tlga ko sa mga ganyang ganyang messages nia. in fact, NALUHA pa anga ako nung kinekwento ko kay Martin yung message nia kasi na TOUCH talaga ako kasi he SOOO CAME AT THE RIGHT TIME. parang i was relly having a hard time sa office nun chaka pagod na pagod n tlga ko sa totoo lang tapos he said na hes there if i need him chu chu.. kahit he does not mean it naman, i kinda felt cared for by him. sa totoo lang. yung parang dati na frends kami tapos love nia ko- KASI FRENDS NGA KAMI. alam mo yung ganun. na parang awww.. miss ko na si Arvin kasi pwedeng ko shang awayin kasi di naman siya magagalit saken kahit awayin ko sha. na pag inaway ko sha feeling nia sha lang yung my mali at willing shang magsorry saken kahit wala naman shang fault. haayyy... im just ssoooo happy na we are kinda back in the frendship thing agai. though he never replied again to my message, i appreciate the fa t that he remembered ne and he actually wanted to SEE me when he visits next year. hayy.. i do miss him.

si orange naman
hayyyy ito ang batang wala nakong ibang experience sa kanya kundi MOMENTS. puro moment lang ang meron kami netong batang to. masaya siya kasi nauuto ko yan! sunod sunod lang saken yan. tulad na lang ng pagsunod nia sa akin nung uminom ako ng lambanog at all of a sudden he was there and he wanted to drink with me. hehe bata pa sha nun! 15?? jusko! hehe kyut na moments un. masasaya lahat ng memories ko ni orange kasi funny sha tlga at mejo masama nga lang ang ugali pero i sooo lurve my happy moments with him. forever ko siguro maalala yun kasi masaya tlga yung mga yun. inom inom lang kaming ganya kahit inaasar kami sa each other deadma lang. nasobrahan na ata sila sa asar kaya nagkahiyaan na kami. ngayon, NAHIHIYA parin sha saken. feel nia paren ata baka feel ko crush nia ko. kasi naman eh. ayoko na isipin kasi maasar lang ako. tama na nga. pero yung moment namen nung one rainy day, nako! MOMENT talaga yun. kasi for the first time, BINATI nia ko! imajin? may kalabit kalabit pa sha sa back ko- mau TOUCH FACTOR ito! hayy.. nagtitigan lang kami tapos yun na. hayy,, life. ang labo nia. pero siguro nga na miss nia ko kasi na miss ko sha eh dba? siguro ewan. hayyy

si bibo
bibo sha. iba sha kasi mashadong maraming gurls si bibo. kahit isipin ko at ipilit ko na naalala niako, di nia na yun naalala. kahit sabihin ko sa kanya na hui bibo minoment moko dati sa gonuts! remember? the upuan? wala yang epekto. har har. pero masaya ko pag nakikita ko sha kasi he is a SIGHT to see. SCENIC SPOT sha. har har. 9th wonder of the world ang dating. pota ano un? pero hinde, si bibo luv ko den yan kasi ang saya niya. happy thought ko siya. hehe na parang pagnakikita ko sha haaayyyyy.. bibo i LURVE u talaga. i lurve him when he sings. my god. pero ui ui ui kyot sha nung kalbo sha ha! i lurve the kabo mode. napagkamalan shang si __ hala! kamukha? ka level na nia ngayon si __? abah naman. ang masasbi ko lang kay bibo, madaming beses pa kaming magkikita netong batang toh. pag may pera ako at mayaman ako, pwede ko shang panooring why not dba? pero ang kapal ng face level ko is very low kaya dont expect me to have my picture taken with him- well ayoko namang magsalita ng tapos pero cgro not this year, i mean hindi talaga eh. di ko pa nafifeel na mamamatay ako kung wala kaming CHUMYCHUMY moment kaya until that moment, i amm sooo fine with me seeing his mole. its the nunal that counts =*) mejo MFEO ng akami kasi magka age kami oh dba BONGGA!

si QT on the street
latest to! kung di nio pa naririnig ang latest, yan un. he he he. well wala namng kwenta si kyuti on the street, minoment lang tlga nia ko. ang kyut lang kasi he actually followed me and walked beside me. ano ito? ang aliw lang kasi aww... parang movie moments ko nanaman. mejo scary nga lang kasi biglang sinabayan nia ko. tapos he was looking at me pa when i was approaching na the jeep. parang ui! wag moko tingnan may bayad! nkakaconscious lang ng sobra na parang ano ba! back off! ang masasbi ko lang dito kay qtonthestreet is sana EVERYDAY kaming magkita hehe. at sana.. biglang tumangkad sha or ipacut nia yung hair nia para boy na boy ang dating. para bagay na kami. ui ui ui qtonthestreet BUKAS ULI AH! =*)

one day....

2005-12-06T10:59:00.000+08:00

yunee_korn: watch tayo gig ni ave
yunee_korn: :D
ban_i: cge
ban_i: ui kai
yunee_korn: today
yunee_korn: :D
yunee_korn: sa makati
yunee_korn: oi ano
ban_i: kinikilig ako pota
yunee_korn: hehehe
yunee_korn: kay orange
yunee_korn: hehehe
ban_i: hindeee
ban_i: may isa pa
yunee_korn: arvin
yunee_korn: hehehe
ban_i: well oo kay orange FOREVER kilig naman un eh
yunee_korn: natuloi ba kayo sa hell stalker
ban_i: makinig ka ha
ban_i: kasi ganito yan
ban_i: di mashado stalker mode un gnwa namen eh
yunee_korn: and...
ban_i: sumabay lang kami sa MOB maglakad nung dinudumog si ano
ban_i: sa malayo lang kami pero nakatingin kami sa kanya
ban_i: nabasa mo ba sa blog ko na nakita namen mag change ng shirt si bassist sa parking lot
yunee_korn: andddd....
ban_i: nkakaloka
ban_i: :D
yunee_korn: hahahaha
yunee_korn: baliwwww
yunee_korn: may pix
ban_i: gaga wala
ban_i: madilim nung
ban_i: nun
yunee_korn: and...
yunee_korn: :D
ban_i: pero grabe ang lapiiiit tlga nmn
yunee_korn: and...
ban_i: sabi ko nga kita ko nunal ni bibo
ban_i: ai!!!!!!
ban_i: at grabe mega titig tlga ko sa kanya har har
yunee_korn: un ba un
yunee_korn: i thot
yunee_korn: concert un na 150
yunee_korn: hehehe
ban_i: tapos pag nakatingnin na sha biglang tame nako
yunee_korn: un ba ung starstalker
ban_i: tapos pag nakapitkit sha nagwawala ako
yunee_korn: hahaha
ban_i: ayus!
yunee_korn: gaga
ban_i: baliw
ban_i: di ako marunong mangstalk
ban_i: di naman ako ganun no
ban_i: hehe
ban_i: uiiiiiiiiiii
yunee_korn: assss innn
ban_i: eto nkakaloka
yunee_korn: hahaha
ban_i: kasiiii
ban_i: may guy na lagi ko nkakasabay sa JEEP!
yunee_korn: ano ano
ban_i: as in lagi
yunee_korn: andd...
yunee_korn: and
yunee_korn: ask niya name mo
yunee_korn: ;))
ban_i: at take note KYUTI sha
ban_i: gagu
yunee_korn: and...
ban_i: preho kaming bumababa sa ali mall
yunee_korn: cras mo siya
ban_i: baliw
ban_i: kyut sha kasi ang ganda ng face nia
ban_i: KAYA LANGGGGGGGGGGGG
yunee_korn: anddd...
ban_i: MALIIT!
ban_i: at take note LONG HAIR!!!!!
ban_i: MAS MAHABA PA SA HAIR KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ban_i: 8-
yunee_korn: :-&
ban_i: actually thrice ko palang naman sha nkakasabay
ban_i: o di ayon
ban_i: tapos kanina nakakaloka kasi pagbaba ko ng tryk sa kanto namen- sa metrobank.. dba yun ung kanto namen..
ban_i: eh umaambon
ban_i: eh di nagpayong muna ko, tapos paglingon ko, ANDUN SHA NAKATAYOOO! sa kanto namen
yunee_korn: hahahhaa
yunee_korn: OMG
yunee_korn: stalker mo
ban_i: gagu!
yunee_korn: source of joy
yunee_korn: hahaha
ban_i: tapos eto naaaaaaaaaa
yunee_korn: meant to be
ban_i: tumawid ako kasi sa tawid ako antay ng ride, eh kasi sha nakatayo lang sha dun eh di tumawid nako!
ban_i: sabi ko pa nga sa sarili ko PABulong ha!
ban_i: sabi ko AI SI KYUTI TAGA DITO!!!!!! (pabulong ha!)
ban_i: ampotaaaaaaaa paglingon ko kasi nahuhulog yung bag ko kaya tinaas ko pag lingon ko SHET
ban_i: KATABI KO NA SHA BIGLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAGLALAKD SHA SA TABI KO!!!!!!!!!
yunee_korn: hahahaha
yunee_korn: bwahahaha
yunee_korn: :))
yunee_korn: ano ka baaaa
ban_i: baket???
yunee_korn: bani bat ganunn
yunee_korn: he heard u
ban_i: gagu
ban_i: faint bulong lang un pero may kilig sa voice ko
ban_i: parang ipit na ewan
yunee_korn: hahahaha
ban_i: pero ang sabi ko tlga
yunee_korn: hahaha
ban_i: ai si kyuti taga ritoooooooooo
ban_i: hala!
ban_i: andun sha tlga!
ban_i: as in sabay kami naglalakad
ban_i: pero shmpre dedma to the whole universe ako
ban_i: parang wal alang
ban_i: naloka ko
ban_i: SINUNDAN NIA KO hello??
ban_i: nakatayo lang sha dun kanina kaya!
ban_i: tapos mej nagkita kami nung nagpapayong ako
ban_i: tapos tumawid nako
ban_i: tapos biglang katabi ko na sha
ban_i: o??
ban_i: ANO ITO???
ban_i: nkakaloka tlga
ban_i: tapos eh di dumaitng ako una sa sakayan
ban_i: tapos sha,, tumabi sha saken pero dun sha sa right ko
ban_i: tapos nauna sha sumakay ng jeep kasi malayo pa lang sumakay na sha
ban_i: tapos nung lumapit ung jeep saken
ban_i: sumakay den ako kasi un namant tlga sasakyan ko eh
ban_i: sa harap sha nakaupo
yunee_korn: hehehe
yunee_korn: andd...
yunee_korn: :D
yunee_korn: baniii
yunee_korn: ;))
yunee_korn: may kilig soruce na
ban_i: pota naloka lang ako!
yunee_korn: hahahahah
yunee_korn: :D
ban_i: may kilig factor shempre pero naloka ko kasi may SUNOD factor! ano ito?
ban_i: la lang
ban_i: yun na
yunee_korn: ano ka ba
yunee_korn: ok lng un
yunee_korn: malay mo nacu-cutan siya sa iyo
ban_i: actually nag STARE pa sha sken ng nakakaconscious na stare nung palapit ako sa jeep kasi diba asa HARAP sha
ban_i: di ako pa sing sing na lang ako kasi na fi feel ko tlga yung eyes nia were on me! nkakatakot! kasi nkalabas pa yung ulo nia! kaii!! naloka ko!
ban_i: prang ok,, cge kilig
ban_i: peroo prang freaky na
yunee_korn: hahaha
ban_i: :-SS
yunee_korn: baka feeling niya gusto mo siya
ban_i: :-SS
yunee_korn: ;))
ban_i: jusko naman
ban_i: tingin mo?
ban_i: hala
ban_i: ang KAPS naman nia
ban_i: eh di ko nga sha pinapansin eh
ban_i: nako
yunee_korn: parang si ronald makapal
ban_i: at isa pa
yunee_korn: :D
yunee_korn: anooo
ban_i: BAT SHA SASABAY MAGLAKAD SAKEN
ban_i: as in magkasabay tlga kami
yunee_korn: hahahah
yunee_korn: cras
ban_i: as in tabi kami HELLO? lokang loka ang diwa ko to death!!!!!!!!!
yunee_korn: ive got a cras on un
ban_i: naloka tlga ko grabe!
ban_i: hehe baliw!
ban_i: asus tama na nga
ban_i: pero kinilig ako ng konti dun ah!
ban_i: prang awww...
ban_i: sabi ko tlga sa isip ko gosh minomoment ako neto
yunee_korn: at least everyday guy siya
ban_i: :">
ban_i: baliw everyday??
yunee_korn: :">
yunee_korn: yeahhh
ban_i: eh jusko 8am ako umalis ng house
yunee_korn: ano ba
ban_i: u mean papalate ako para sbay kami? JOKE
yunee_korn: eh sa un din ung pasok time niya
ban_i: hehe
ban_i: at eto pa
ban_i: feel ko bata pa sha
ban_i: kasi casual lang naman damit nia tapos naka back pack sha
ban_i: naka jacket pa sha
ban_i: baka taga up diliman sha
ban_i: naku BATA
ban_i: booo!
ban_i: screw bani!
yunee_korn: batang bag tebyears sa college powede ba un
ban_i: gagu!
ban_i: pero uiii
ban_i: ui kilig
ban_i: hihi
ban_i: :X

ang galing!!
can i just say na naloka tlga ko nung biglang paglingon ko KATABI ko na sha. as in heller? we were like walking side by side grabe nawindang talaga ako! hanggang sa sakayan tabi pa kami nag abang ng jeep! nkakaloka tlgaaaa!

tama the kwento basta andyan naman sa YM conversation lahat... nahihilo ako sa mga ganyan!

ano b yan!

ui ui ui pero sa totoo lang kyuti tlga sha for me. basta matangos yung ilong nia tapos ang puti nia- un tlga ang naalala ko abt. him. pero nga lang the kaliitan and the long hair is killing me pero excluding those, hayyy sobrang kikiligin nako dahil sa pagmoment nia saken.

SANA PO LORD BUKAS ULIT =*) =*)

2005-12-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

imajin???? mejo tama naman. i actually LEARNED na how to repress my emotions especially infront of other people i am not sooo close to or when i am in front of people i LIKE/LURVE. ayus! yun na pala yun.

pero di nga, totoo..... magaling nako ngayon magpanggap na DI AKO NATUTUNAW pero sa totoo'y.. mwahaha.. gutom lang (katakawan rules the planet =*)) okay fine enough of the kalokohan.

work mode na.

KINIKILIG AKO

2005-12-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

kinikilig ako.

mas kilig pa sa pagmoment saken ni bibo

mas kilig pa sa pagmessage saken ni Arvin my ___.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ayoko magshare nakakahiya eh....

=*) pero imajinn?!?!?!? after 100 years nagkaroon sha ng lakas ng loob na mag HI. (pota kala mo naman kung ano HI lang pala)

pero okay yun. achievement na yun kasi tlgang shy mode sha eversince. PATIGASAN tlga kami. di ko tlga sha babatiin kahit pa tubuan nako ng ugat hindi tlga. ganun tlga kami.

pero ngayon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i refused talaga ko greet him. di ako ang mauuna. never.
kunwari di ko sha nakita. kasi alam ko naman na NAKITA nia ko kasi,, basta nakita nia ko alam ko. at dahil dun, pwedeng akong umaktng na di ko PALA alam na andun siya. MWAHAHAHAHA! malas lang tlga nia.

di naman sa ano noh,, pero parang gs2 kong antayin ang moment na makapal na ang mukha niya at kakausapin na niya ako.

worth it bang antayin ko yun??

pano kung handa na sha na kausapin ako, may may ari na ng puso niya tapos di na kami pwedeng maging frends?

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hay nako ha,, yung mga frendships ko dyan sa tabi tabi di ako sinusuportahan when it comes so HIM tlga. pero ok lang kasi nababalik ko sa totoong mundo. si kakay, si ate feris, si ano, si ano, si ano, si ano.. hayyy BV kayo lahat!

buti pa si tita marbz! o, si ano...

i cannot name names eh di nalaman nio?

pero isa lang tlga masasabi ko

NAMISS KO SHA.

SANA NAMISS DEN NIA KO.

hoy panget. thanks for coming along.

because you were able to make me believe that maybe you have matured na and that maybe time will come you will be ready for me- pota ikaw pa ang dapat magready for me now.... show me lurve... i will wait... till or next ano. next encounter. salamat kasi nagsmile ka saken hehe. at tingingnan mo ko sa mata. dahil alam ko gs2 mo pa sanang humirit kaya lang mejo ang dami kasing tao. secret lang kasi natin na "tayo" na. har har. tayo na dati pa, di mo lang alam un hehe. bale 5 years na tayo no! =*) haayyyy

i sooo wonder why want to BE WITH YOU..

shota shotaan ONE and TWO

2005-11-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

Bakit kaya biglang minessage ako ni Arvin my ___. Grabe since hayskul yan na ang tawag ko sa kanya. Hehe YAKkkkkKkK!!!!

Weleniwei, ayun na nga. Nimessage nia nga ko dba? La lang naisip ko lang kung bakit nia ko biglang minessage. Actually may katuloy pa yan kasi after nung reply ko, nagmessage ba naman na HANAPAN KO DW SHA NG GURLS DITO PAG UWI NIYA. Hala. Hanggang ngayon yun paren ang hobby nya- ang ipabugaw ang sarili niya sa akin/ sa amen ni niña. Ewan ko nga ba sa kanya. Anyhoo, sabi ko naman sa kanya, na dba may gurlfrend ka? Eh bay nanggu gurls ka pa?? Ayus sa pagka pakialamera.. waging wagi sa pagka NOSY. Pero dba? Kasi I consider him pa naman mabait and all tapos nambababae pala siya? Hala. Iniwan na nga nya ko tapos nambababae pala siya? Jusko naman Arvin!

Pero shempre sa likod ng pagka IMBYURNA ng LOLA ay ang munting ngiti na nagsasabing may pag asa siguro siya kay nambababaeng Canadian. Hehehe. Nasty laugh. Di naman sa ganu pero diba? Shempre sabi naman kagad ni jan na sabihin mo ikaw na lang hala.. di na ren. Para ano dba? Para iwanan niya ko ulit pag bumalik na sha sa pagiging nambababaeng Canadian? Papayag bakong may TAKE 2 pa ang iwan portion niya? Wag na ren. Baka maloka na ako this time noh. No way tlga. Chaka ewan ko pero I do mean it when I say na di na ako ganun ka kinikilig about him communicating with me again kasi parang wala lang. Ganun pala yun. Na parang di ko na rin pala siya ganon ka-like kasi its feels like I DON’T KNOW HIM ANYMORE. Like he’s been gone tooooo loooooong na di ko na sha kilala bigla. Na parang napanaginipan ko lang siguro na mabait siya. Na panaginip lang yung pag iwan niya saken nung 3rd year hayskul kami har har har. PUPPY LURVE daw yan! Yahu!!! Kasi naman mukha siyang PUPPY kaya why not!?!??!?!?!? Dba?

Anyhow… ewan ko. Masaya lang ako kasi all I wantes before was to be friends with him. Okay naman na lahat kaya lang sinubok subukan niya pa kasi akong ____. i-gurlette ba. Diba? San ka naman nakakita nun? Eh di nabweset ako tlga kasi prang na feel ko na tinitake advantage niya ang pagkakaroon ko ng crush sa kanya kaya “like” naren nia ko kunwari yaman din lamang na like ko naman sha. Kaya ayan naasar tlga ko kasi araw araw sha tlga tumatawag samen. Eh helo? Pag nanay ko kaya makasagot dba? Pero shmpre pag naalala ko yun kilig factor yun kasi imajin, kakababa ko lang nun ng skul bus tapos dala dala ko pa nga yung bag ko from skul tapos nag ring yung fone tapos boses nya yung narinig ko.. hihihihi tama na nga.
Tapos kunwari di ko pa tlga alam na parang sino to? Si ano.. hehe basta yun na yun. Tapos sabi ko baket ka tumwaga pano kung mahuli ako lagot ka sa nanay at tatay ko (WHILE SMILING WIDELY) har har. Hayup sa statement. Sabi niya DI KA NAMAN NAHULI AH! Siya nga naman. =*) kilig mode*****

Ayun. Tama na. That was like 7 years ako. 7 loooong years. My goodness. How could he? Gagu siya.

Bale galit mode nako ngayon. Baliw mode rules in the whole of humanity I swear to god.

Weekend naaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yaher!!!!! Sana ok weekend ko! May Saturday date kami ni ano. Ng shota shotaan ko. Daig pa nya ang shota. Kelangan I- please mo lagi. Ewan ko sa kanya.

penge pong SOJ

2005-11-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

sabi ko kay GOD kahapon, Friday, Nov. 18, 2005, penge po ng SOJ.
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hey

hi ms. bani musta ka na im planning to go back
there in pril or march so you better give me your
cell and then we can hangout like old times basta
wala ng taguan ok..hehehehe neways how r you doin
how's life treatin you marami ka na bang bot
toys...hehehe jokee joke.. well here's mah
cellfone here +17788588245 tawag ka lang if you
need nething or if you wana talk ok...

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sa totoo lang na touch ako kasi talaga namang dati pa mabait na bata na siya. basta ganun ang dating nya saken kahit nung grade 7 pa kami. na mabait siya.

kaya lang..

taken na siya at nasa malayong lugar na siya...

natuwa lang ako kasi minessage niya ako at tinawag niya akong bani. ibig sabihin frends na kami hehe. at take note binigay niya ang number niya sa akin ha. well binigay na rin naman niya dati, last na uwi niya pero for him to go out of his way para imessage ako hehe touched talga ko promise. at grabe in fairness minessage niya ako kung kelan sad na sad na sad ako. diba gs2 ko ng magresign. tapos ayoko na. la lang sabi niya na i can call him if i wanna talk or if i need anything... AS IF HE MEANS IT. pero kahit pa for him to tell me that salamat tlga.

kung mabait naman siya bakit kelangn iwanan nia ko?

hayyy

soj.
**

at 8:30p,m,,, sabi ko naman

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hi arvin! musta? so, ur visiting next year.. for real? hehe..
i promise no more hide and seek.. KADIRI ka tlga naalala mo pa yun. u remember naman niña diba? she is MED School yahu!!
work is tough i suweeeyyyr to god. basta its tough sobra and nakakapressure and i feel sad lang tlga hayy... pero ok lang =*) tama na drama ..
here's my number +639164622036. i cannot call you though kasi as you know, it is mahal.
teka, don't you have ym? or msn messenger? magdownload ka nga! =*)
anyhow, i'll c u nxt year then. and if you feel like being nice to me, give me a testi. k? thanks!
bani
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so ano namang say nio? MALANDI BA? pota na! di ren. nay gurlfrend na yun,,, chaka di ko kasi tlga alam sasabihin ko sa kanya. i guess i do not have the RIGHT words to tell him kasi the things i really really would want to tell him are those that i should not tell him. LABO. pero di nga pwede kasi taken na sha. ok lang sana kung wala pa siyang gurlfrend dba?

la lang,, na pinaiyak iyak nia ko nung 3rd year kami.. na tumawag ako sa house nila bago sila umalis,, na umiyak iyak ako nung nalaman ko na aalis sha at ayaw niyang ipaalam sakn kasi daw malulungkot lang ako,,,,, na siya na siguro ang pinakamabait na lalaking na meet ko sa buong buhay ko. promise yan. ,,,,na kung iisipin ko, siya lang ang lalaking iniyakan ko,,. na sobrang nasaktan din naman ako kahit na 16 years old pa lang ako.....

na sana, sa huli,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

THOTHYAL! (thanks KARLA!)

2005-11-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

awww... cute nila... (selos si LET! hehe)

bold star??

DUMOG MODE SUCKS!!!

pakiss naman pare. (with the galing sa balun-balunan voice)

may tanong ako.

3310 ba iyan???? 3315???

at yung boylet na nakayellow, bakit parang KYUT ata sha..

*BIBO MODE*

yan na nga bang sinasabi ko. kabibohan na ito jOSku.

di ko tlga LURVE ang kabibohan niya. sana quiet mode lang sha. parang AKO.

PUTA NA.!

davao mode

2005-11-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

i only want to remember the HAPPY things about Davao.
Davao is such a nice place it hurts. i hate poeple who hurt me. they dont belong in davao, they belong in HELL. and by the way, if they belong in hell, "me with kuya__" belongs to ME.

yung beach sa taas, sa Paradise yan. grabe ganda dyan mas okay pa dyan kesa sa Palawan. in fairness. sa Eden naman- yung prang park basta may grass grass dyan daw nag stay si ANO nung nagpnta silang Davao. ayus. so huwat? jowk! airplane mode ako hehe.. NAKAKAHILO sa plane papauwi pucha! grabe. kalog ng kalog. pero papunta ayus naman.

by the way miss ko na mangarir.. hmmm..

22

2005-11-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

well ayaw ko mang TABUNAN ang pic na ito.. kaya lang... =*)

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

i guess i act my age.. hehe. 22 pa lang naman ako eh. tsk tsk.

confirmation

2005-11-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

a day after watching SOMETHING in Ratsky, Morato where i was with Tintin and Lelet- ayus sa gimik dba? una may trabaho, ngayon naman younger sister. ayus! anyhow, confirmation lang naman ni lelet yun the next day at 3 am na kami nakauwi. karir ito! at nakasama pa namin niyan sa elevator ang KUYA ni lelet. haha. si kuya that does not make me kilig. hehe kaya wala ren.

because.....................

2005-11-04T02:43:00.000+08:00

**I FEEL THE NEED TO EXPLAIN WHY THIS PICTURE IS WAY BIGGER THAN ALL THE PICTURES I HAVE POSTED HERE IN MY BLOG**

- because i do remember happy happy joy joy thoughts about that.. night? day?

- because it reminds me of how UNCUTE (if there is such a term) he is when he isn't smiling, when he is all oily and pawisin (probably from all the bibo activities he has done that night)and when he is not naiilawan and most especially when he is not singing

- and because everything is ALL COMING BACK to me when i see that look on his face

see? see?

gosh yan tlga yun eh.
prang pag nakita ko yan di nako ina-amnesia.

sorry ang jologs ko talaga.
sorry kasi SSOJ ko siya.

i await the arrival of the princess

2005-11-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

i await the arrival of the princess..............
di naman ako mashadong takot konmti lang har har.

it kinda bothers me that i still havent received my salary for a month now but i sooo am not complainig because it also was my fault. i dont have problems about it naman but im kinda nahihiya na sa mom ko kasi diba? sana mahiya yun lang.

the one thing that keeps me smiling nowadays is the fact that i can still go out because my mom will make me utang and well,,, add to that my kajologan GUILTY pleasure that keeps me busy (puchang busy yan) pero di ren cause i REAAALLLYYY am busy.

masakit pala sa puso pag kulang ka sa tulog.- well maliban sa totoong sakit sa puso pag nasasaktan ka kasi.. kasi basta. pero oo, masakit sa puso. grabe nkakapagod ito. nasa davao kami next week at mag dadavao mode ako dun. kung ano yung davao mode MALAY ko.

tomorrow is a no-pasok day for me; but a gimik with sisters day for me. imagine?????????? 10 years old and 12 years old? gusto manood ng ____?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!??!?!?! grabe na. wala na talaga akong masabi. grabe na e na talaga.

sana okay. sana fun. sana anonymous mode lang ako. sana lang tlga. pero.. uhm di ren kasi may "STUDY" pa nga pala ako regarding sa pagkikita namen- refer to Martin's dialogue about the nagkita thing. pero bahala na kasi alangan namang ipilit kong magkita kami hala ano un? pero yun nga,, sana mag enjoy mga kapatid ko bukas. sana tlga. sana tlgaaaaaaa. mag mamaaga na lang kami para sa HARAP NA HARAP KAMI JOWK!

sememteryo mode

2005-11-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

show me___

2005-11-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

it is exactly 1:50 a.m and i havent finished anything yet. i am sooooooo close to pressuring myself again simply because i was busy relaxing for the past 2 days of my 4-day vacation. wada-F! was i doing kasi the whole time?

anyhow, wala naman na akong magagawa sa part nayan dahil nakalipas na yun. so cge, magpupuyat na lang cgro ako today para tomorrow mas konti hassle. hayyy, bakit ba kasi mahirap kumita ng pera? kala mo naman ang laki laki ng sweldo ko. eh jusko naman ubos na cgro yun sa kakabayad ko sa utang ko sa mommy ko dahil delayed ako ng salary lagi. pero, cge na lang, at least mejo i am able to save a little para naman may right akong magkaroon ng bumming moment na mahabahaba diba?

so what is up with the show me ___? uhm,, well, ewan ko. line yan sa _____. well kung nakikinig kayo ng HELL eh malalaman nio. super kilig ever nung ____. yuck!!!!!!! nakakadiri na tlga ako. pero hinde eh kasi mga 5 times inulit yan ni BIBO- eh sa ending kasi yan sinasabi tapos isang beses lang dapat. pero madaming times niya sinabi, eh di KINILIG naman ako AMFOTA. nkakaloka lang kasi ewan. basta.

in fairness, ganito talaga ang ichura ko nung piniplay nila yung song I SWEAR TO GOD TALAGA. as in 2 hands under my chin and may pa sway sway pa and smile and kinikilig and of cors DREAMY LOOK TALAGA. Minoment ko talaga yun kasi alam kong di niya ko makikita kasi jusko naman asa likod na likod kami noh! at isa pa, madilim, tapos ang liwanag ng ilaw niya kaya i BET nasisilaw siya sa spotlight niya kaya kahit pa makita niya ako, wala den. MWAHAHA!!!!!!!! i sooo am in control now! yahu! as in dreamy look kung dreamy look.. baket ba? gosh,, siguro kaya ako kinikilig hanggang ngayon kasi na dreamy look moment ko ang ____. pangarap ko talaga yun kaya tuwang tuwa ako! pero sabi ni jan at mejo na feel ko ren na napatingin sha habng naka dreamy look mode ako pero ha! deadma paren ako. baket ba? basta moment ko yun. the last time kasi na tinugtog nila yun, si naman si bibo yung kumanta, ibang person kaya di ko naman pwedeng imoment yun dba? kaya sa haba ng explanation kong ito eh ang nais ko lang naman sabihin ay NA DREAMY LOOK MOMENT KO ANG___ (at si bibo na ren sige) habang nagpapakainvisible/anonymous ako dahil di naman nia ko nakita at lalong di nia ko kilala kaya yahuu! moment ko to! isusulat ko to sa blog ko! =*) ayan ayan ayan!

i'm lurningggg,,
i'm lurninggg,,,
you now..
stars fa..di..ng . .
free

f
a
l
l
i
n
g

into
YOU...

and i'm ready for you now,,
be ready for me now,,
show me LOVE.

show me LOVE.
show me LOVE.
show me LOVE.
show me LOVE.

...okay namatay nako...

beep beep **

2005-10-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

may natuklasan ako ano bah! pareho kami ng sasakyan. yun lang.
(di akin na pic. yan. i credit ___ di ko nabasa kung sino siya pero kanya yan. di akin)

hala ano ito? natuwa! hindi ren.. shinishare ko laaang (as if naman may interesado) pero wala lang natuwa naman ako kasi acc. to people, revo ang talagang car NIYA pero nka MB din pala sila sooo, mejo pareho kami. ñeñe. pero shempre as you all know white yung sa amin, at sa kanila eh,, silver ba ito? ah basta yun. sharing mode lang ako sorry. (no dreamy looks for this post though) hala ano ito ateh?

oweh ano ngayon??????????????????

2005-10-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

bago na sneakers ko chuck mode naren ako as influenced by mcjo;

favorite ko ang hopia in case you don't know;

i lurve taking pictures with my brothers and sisters;

sana humaba na bangs ko.

random thoughts of a girl stuck in SHY MODE

2005-10-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

I cant stop myself from writing stuff for my blog. Dammit. Kahit ata mapagalitan ako ngayon basta makapag blog ako. Hala ano un? Awww… I can hear Sunday Morning (Maroon 5) aww,, my ultimate kilig song. Malay ko ba pero kinikilig at nakukuyutan ako sa Sunday Morning.. siguro feel ko ako yung kasama ni Adam sa “driving slow on Sunday morning,, now I never wanna leave..” thay mayy beeeee all I need,, in darkness she is all I seee.. aww.. kyut kyut tlga.

So,,, ano ba. In fairness di nako distressed mode ngayon because of what happened yesterNIGHT. Or I just am too thankful na mag ti- 3 na eh wala paren ang so-called nightmare ko. Di naman sa gnon pero ginawa ko naman na lahat eh so sana konti lang ang boljak moments ko. Sana nga wala eh. Parang awa na niya diba?

*Newsflash* may sakit paren sha! Ha ha ha. My mom talaga is a big.. big ano… big ANGEL. Love u ma!

Long weekend! Yess.. talaga lang ha! Long weekend my FOOT . Ang dami kong uwing trabaho grabe.

Teka,,, dapat nga pala eh masama ang loob kasi si Lord ___ hindi naman dumating eh 6am pa naman akong natulog pra lang tapusin yung mga hinayupers na questionnaires na yun. Avey! Gravey!

Pero hindi ren… ang dilemma ko ngayon is kung may dadating bang sundo pra sa kin kasi ang dami dami ko tlgang dala. As in like HELL. Grabe. Para dba? Pag dating man lang ng Lord __ at matuwa sha ng kahit papaano sa akin. Kahit na pinaumaga niya ako ng todo dahil lang sa mga declarations nyang mali mali naman.. ill be going there ng am c u.. WALA NAMAN. Hay nako misleading my beauty. Do I look like I am sooo uto uto and gullible that people tend to mislead me or to make me believe something that is not true? Or I just am that stupid to not use my freakin’ head and to think first before believing in something. Hay nako yan kasi.

Anyhooo, here I am in the office waiting for my ride (if it will arrive) and waiting for my boss to leave (because nkakahiya naman if I go before her) and waiting for 6:00pm (because I kinda arrived at almost 9:00am lang naman)

Grabe.. sa lahat ng nagprpray for me grabe LOVE KO PO KAYO. Lahat ng OD frends ng nanay at tatay ko at mga madre friends nila. Sa mga kapatid ko na nagpepray sa oratory/sa labas ng oratory or kahit saan pa basta salamat at sa mga cousins ko ren na foreverly tita and foreveryl laitera like me, naku thanks titaness ur the best tlga! I know u pray for me when u come and visit ur “favorite” maynila saint har har pero I soo appreciate it I swear. Basta sa lahat ng nagpepray for me grabe thanks kasi hindi ako napagalitan ngayon. Limited na ang mga mistakes ko at mejo may konting utak na ako. Hopefully dumami pa brain cells ko.

Hayyyy… dark October kaya tlga ito?

di ren.. wag magpanipaniwala kay bibo.

donut land is color blue and white and red and yellow and bani and bibo

2005-10-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

Ewan. Di nako nkakablog. Amboring kasi ng buhay ko.

Ayun, adik adik nako these days. Mejo 2 str8 weeks nakong nangangarir ng alam niyo na. Hanep! In fairness wala naman akong npapala sa kakaganun ko. Well actually buti naren. Eh anong gs2 kong mangyari? Gawing frends ang mga ano? At sila ano? Hala.. WAG MUNA. Siguro after 10 successful shows na mapntahann ko (successful ate??) pero ayun nga cgro pag 10 na. Yun na yun.

Wala din naman kasi sa dreams ko ang ganun. Well cge WALA PA. Alam nio yung prang enjoy na enjoy akong magiging FUMA-FAN MODE kasi di naman nia ko kilala. Tipong hala cge titig laang! Patigasan kayo kung sino una maiilang sa inyo.. bakit ba? Eh di naman kayo frends noh. Pasalamat nga sha at ur there to support them. Nakikikanta ka naman with pa sway sway pa kaya okay lang dba? Eh kung friendships na kayo? Shmpre paano na lang ang SWOONING factor? Wala na! Nakakahiya naming mag-swoon over a “frend” dba? Tipong nye, basta hindi eh. Nkakahiya talaga (para sa akin ha) kasi supposedly frends na kayo kaya prang WALANG GANYANAN,, dba dba??

Hehe ayus mag analyze ba?? Pero baket ba? Natutuwa akong mag analyze kasi ang side ko tlga is to NOT BE FRENDS nga kasi wala ng KILIG factor (gosh LUMALANTAD SI BANI!) pero di nga,, di mo sha pwedeng IMOMENT kasi hala! Nkakafreak out yun dba? At mabuti na rin na alam nyang di ka ganung tao na fumafan mode na kuya bibo kuya bibo! Mode dba? Im not saying that’s panget or anything pero la lang ..

SARAP LANG MAGING ANONYMOUS. SOBRA.

Tipong sino ba tong batang to na minomoment ako? Har har.. wala!! Tipong may right ka pang ISNOB sha kasi baket ba frends ba kayo? Ok toh. Ayus to nafifeel ko. Di pa kasi ako over sa swooning mode ko eh. Tipong isang malaking experience pa rin sakin Makita shang naiilawan at kumakanta. Isang malaking moment yun na dapat I-blog. Hehe. Pag sawa nako sa kakatitig sa knya, pwede na kami maging frendship.

refer to post about being confused when you are near me.. ay! Grabe.

In the meantime, ako parin si donut land gurl (?) ano daw? Basta ako yun.

Sabi nga ni martin, “o ate, nagkita kayo ni ___?”
I’m like NAGKITA TLGA HA! Prang wala lang.. dapat magkita tlga hala!

Malalaman natin yan pag nagkita kami ulit.
Narealize ko ren na baka di na mangyari yun pero natapos na ang moment ko eh. Wala ng ulitan yun. pero NO. Paninindigan ko paren ang ginawa ko that night.

Ayus yun! Sa tingin ko lang ha. Sana lang okay shang memory kasi kung hindi, wala lang, anonymous paren naman ako kaya moment lang ng moment.

Hoy bibo

Dapat ba akong mag-thank you sayo for creating confusion/chaos/perplexity in my own little world in donut land? Now donut land will never be the same again. Mwahaha. You took a part of donut land. *dream sequence amFOTA*

Bring it back. <--- ano ito??

partymode

2005-10-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

Anger manageent.

Thre really is no EASY ay to manage your anger. Or your feeling of like you hate someone or you just KINDA hate them/him/her. But you can always keep your mouth shut, feel sleepy and just go away. Because there really is nothing you can do.

You need not ask why. Just accept things and move on. Who needs people’s explanations anyway?? They only make you feel a little bit angrier =*). Besides, there really are NO valid explanations for ,, ayoko na. Basta. Wag na. Okay lang naman kasi. Ano pa bang magagawa ko? Wala naman din akong sinabi kaya ayun. Yun na yun.

Si naman ako magagalitin so okay nako. Basta may ---- na involved sa buhay ko ayus lang ako. Kinaya ko nga ang tension ng boss ko ito pa eh wala lang to. Lilipas din to. Nkakaloka lang kasi may pagka na MISLEAD ang beauty ko.. eh wala lang.

Sabi nga nio BIBO never had a swit November; DARK OCTOBER lang. If only for that, then so be it. Why not? Go bibo!

O dba? Eh di BIGLANG okay nako. =*)

take note ISANG ORAS lang angtulog ko kasi MADAMI pa akong tinapos. one hour. hinaYUpak na! ayus to.

hoi niña

2005-10-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

to niña,

1/4 of my BFFssss in the world

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

mahal ka namin!

kahit walang libre or ek lab ka paren namen!

gusto namen fried chiken nio yahu!!!

hoppy birthday sayo niña!!

labyu!!!

SOMEBODY KILL ME

2005-10-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

NAPAGALITAN NANAMAN AKO NUNG FRIDAY

THIS TIME TOTOO NA TO.

YOKO NA

MAGRERESIGN NAKO PAG NAGKACHANCE AKO

I GUESS I JUST CANT STAND

EVILL BOSSES WHO SHOUT AT YOU, WHO REFUSE TO LISTEN TO YOUR EXPLANATION AND TREAT YOU AS IF YOU'RE NOT A HUMAN BEING WHO HAS FEELINGS.

UHM TAO PO AKO. MAY DAMDAMIN DIN PO AKO.

SORRY NA PO.

YOKO NA IIYAK NANAMAN AKO.

DI KO NA KAYANG UMIYAK

MAGA NA MATA KO SA KAKAIYAK

MAHIRAP UMIYAK

MAHIRAP WALANG FRENDS

PARANG WALA IKAW LANG MAG ISA

HAYYY

yahuu!

2005-10-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

bale birthday ko na yahu!

tapos na!

alas dos na!

smayyll!!

=*)

bamboo mode_masaya

2005-10-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

bamboo mode

yahu!

masaya~~aha~~

cge imoment mo yang masaya!

yahu!

2005-10-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

sorry na lang dahil unang una

di kami ganon ka-kapal

kaya di kami lumapit sa

harap kahit sabi ni

BIBO

tayo tayo lahat

nakaupo lang kami

pa effect.

hmmm..

2005-10-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

sino yan?

bawal isulat.

adik ka

2005-10-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

pre.

i'm sooo....

2005-10-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

im ______ pesos richer today. hayy unang sweldo ko leche!!!!!!!!!!
i got this first sa second. gets? second ko na dapat bukas (15 bukas) at ngayon ko lang napa encash yung pang first ko. ayus! at least i have moneyyy on my birthday shempre naman dba???? yun lang baka may makakita na saken pero masaya ko kasi kahit sad ako for 3 days may pera naman ako.. ganun ba tlga yun?

di pwedeng masaya ka at may pera ka din? hmmmmm.. mukhang hindi pa ngayon ang panahon para ganun ang maging katayuan ko sa buhay.

mejo patay nga pang ako kasi ang mga ginamit kong id pangkuha ng money ko ay ang school if ko at ten ten ten!!! yung pauso mmda id namen! patay tayo dyan! kinuha pa naman yung id number namen at kung ano ano pa! patay patay na tlga toh!

anyhow.. yun na yun.

mejo pawis pawis pako kasi mejo lang naman lumampas ako sa landbank dahil punyetang nag heep pa kasi ako eh ang lapit lang pala nun. yan tuloy halos nasa SM north na ako at take note NAGLAKAD AKO PABALIK NG LANDBANK at hello? walking distance lang daw yun pero jusko naman parang hello? na relaize ko lang na LAHAT NAMAN NG LUGAR WALKING DISTANCE EH kasi may paa ka naman eh. pwede mo namang lakarin hanggang PANGASINAN kung gugustuhin mo. why not diba? puchang walking distance yan. mas mahaba pa ang nilakad kong pabalik sa landbank compared sa kung lalakarin ko mula pawb pa landbank. tanga ko talaga..

ngayon mejo tuyo na ang pawis ko. titigil nako sa kakatype kasi mahuhuli nako.

wala nga pala boss ko kaya im kinda sooo kapal today. sana den gumaling na siya kasi kawawa naman ampayat payat na ni ma'am tapos ubo pa ng ubo. hehe kasi naman sabi ko sa kanya ma'am nkakahika po ang chokoleyt! hala napagalitan tuloy ako. well well well. yun lang for now.

sana po god di ako mapahamak mamayang pauwi ako kasi po,.,,, birthday ko na po..

=*)

screw emo!

2005-10-14T04:36:00.000+08:00

As I write in between wanting to finish my minutes/highlights of the meeting at 4AM; I want to write something for my blog.

I just sorta-kinda-like-a brokedown last Wednesday night. I don’t even want to get into any details because the truth is I still feel sad about it and I still get teary eyed when I think about the things that happened last Wednesday.

Hoy ___!
Salamat sa pagdamay saken sa noong Wed. di ko sure kung ako ang major reason mo para pumunta doon pero kung ano man yun, salamat dahil nandun ka for me. I swear to god I needed to see a FRIENDLIER/”warmer” face at that time. Thank you talaga kasi wala lang. Dahil sa lahat, dahil alam ko kahit awayin nila ko pwede akong umuwi sa inyo at magpahabol sa mga aso niyo hehe ot maki inom ng tubig sa bahay niyo. (and oh by the way, di nako ngayon nagtataka kung baket MEJO malaki ang mug mo dati kasi malaki ang mga baso niyo harhar) pero I super duper appreciate everything talaga.

Wala nakong masabi kasi kahit habang tinatype ko to naiiyak ako kasi naalala ko sila na inaaway nila ko. Ewan ko pero nasasaktan siguro ko kasi di ko sila ka level or dahil di kami talaga magka wavelength kaya parang feel ko ako lang mag isa. Di lang kasi ako sanay mag isa. Lagi kong sinasabi na sana kapareho niyo na lang sila pero hindi eh. Pero yun. Tama na kasi emo mode/CRAYOLA mode nako at mamamaga ang mata ko mag umiyak iyak pako ngayong madaling araw.

Salamat talaga.

JUDGEMENT DAY

2005-10-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

bukas ang judgement day ko...

hmmm..

sa lahat ng makakabasa neto pagdasal nio naman ako ng one million times for 3 days hehe kasi grabe major event ito

at event ko tlga ito as in,,, natatakot ako pero kaya ko to.

i will pray real hard..

wala nakong masabi pero sana po lord bawasan nio po ang sablay ko parang awa niyo na....

=*) aja!

zzzzzzzzzzzz..

2005-10-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

On thee other hand.. hehe huwala lang. Wala naman tlgang kong maisusulat kasi wala eh. Sobrang pagod nako. As in hello. Un lang.

Malapit na birthday ko.. hello? Inaannounce ko lang na malapit na talaga birthday ko hehe. Ayus to. BENTE TRES nako. At dahil 23 nako,, wala lang 23. kasi di na ako 22. =*)

At nga pala can I jus say if I was thinking na sobra na ng pagnboljak ever saken nung isang araw, eh WALANG KATULAD ang araw na to. Grabbe yun lang ang msasabi ko. As in PALPAK. SABLAY tlga lahat. And it is all because of me.

Pero di ren ok lang bati na kami ulit ni maam. Sinabay ko kasi sha palabas ng office at isa pa, my mom and dad was real nice to her kaya ayus na yun feel ko lang.

Inaantok na tlga ko dahil 3am ang sleeping hours ko for the past 2 weeks. Ewan ko kung bakit pero grabe ibang lebel na kaantukan na ito. weekend pa naman tapos nag do-domesticated mode ako. Siguro dahil mag- wa one month na ako sa work pero wala paren akong SWELDO namaaan!!!!!! Kung sabagay,, mejo ok na ren yun para maka save ako kahit papano dahil nga late ang sweldo.

AYAW KO PO MAGBAYAD NG TAX.

Sino si Si eych ey em pi? Eh si bi ey en ey ar ay ey?

Goodnyt na nababaliw na ata ako.

Grabe nkakaiclip ako in between posting this and waiting… (sori jolog kami di kami naka dsl)

Antok na antok na cgro tlga ko.

ONE WEEK ANNIVERSARY??

2005-10-05T12:40:00.000+08:00

NGAYON OR WELL,, BUKAS NG MADALING ARAW ANG ANNIVERSARY NG MOMENT KO.

PAGBIGYAN ANG BATA PLEASE.

=*)

excuse meee pwede humiram ng chair?????? *smayl*

oo kaya laaannnggg...... KASAMA AKO.